Thursday, April 29, 2021

Love Beyond Ourselves: Speaking to the Soul for April 29, 2021





1 John 4:7-21

For the past several weeks of Easter in Year B of the Revised Common Lectionary, readings from the First Letter of John have emphasized that the greatest way the world will come to know Christ will be by how we Christians act. Our actions, especially as those who “wear” the name of Christ, will be the only testimony much of the world will have as to who Jesus is. That concept ought to strike us dead in our tracks. What, exactly, DO our actions tell the outside world about who Jesus is, and how Jesus forms and shapes our lives? In particular, how do we reflect our understanding of Jesus – not as a prophet and healer who lived and died in the first century of the common era – but as the living, risen, Savior we proclaim throughout Easter, and beyond? “We are an Easter people, and ‘Alleluia!’ in our song,” proclaimed St. Augustine.

Since “no one has ever seen God,” but “God is love,” the only way for people to actually see God is to see the visible acts of love we Christians offer not just for each other, but for those people beyond our narrow circles. As we know, our circles seems to keep constricting and getting smaller and smaller in the last several decades here in the West. One wonders how much Christian infighting has had to do with that, or, even, worse, since it is more visible, what role Christian condemnation of those we perceive to be outside the circle of salvation has played in the alienation of so many from belief in God? If God is love, and we are not loving those who do not know God, how are we so surprised when the number of people who confess belief in God is not also contracting, rather than growing? We live in a world in which “love” is often traded for infatuation or passion—flames that burn brightly, generally but do not last.

It’s easy to love people when you think they are just like you. It’s hard to love people when you think they are different than you, or worse, more sinful than you. But the logic of John’s argument here becomes even more forceful in exactly that situation.

Jesus didn’t come to hang out with the powerful. He spent his earthly life among the poor and the outcast for many reasons, all of which can be translated into one word: love. Jesus showed great love, compassion, and mercy on those who were marginalized and even criminalized. As disciples of Jesus, we are called to imitate our teacher and Savior. Jesus embodied love in action. We are therefore called and charged with the holiest of charges, to do exactly the same. God’s love and grace alone makes us worthy—nothing we can do can earn forgiveness. BUT our own love makes us worthy witnesses—and where we are lacking, we must acknowledge what we have left undone, and commit to action.

William Temple, Archbishop of Canterbury during the last years of World War II, composed this prayer, asking God for the gift of holy love:

O God of love, we pray thee to give us love:
Love in our thinking, love in our speaking,
Love in our doing, and love in the hidden places of our souls;
Love of our neighbors near and far;
Love of our friends, old and new;
Love of those with whom we find it hard to bear,
And love of those who find it hard to bear with us;
Love of those with whom we work,
And love of those with whom we take our ease;
Love in joy, love in sorrow;
Love in life and love in death;
That so at length we may be worthy to dwell with thee,
Who art eternal love.
(1)

We understand who we are by loving beyond ourselves, by loving each other and thereby loving God. Love is the ultimate act of bravery and faith, because it requires so much of us. It is time for us to understand that sharing in the love of God is sharing in God’s very being. The full expression of love is how we participate in the life of God. Real love will abide, because real love is will in action and willing to endure throughout joy as well as hardship.


Citation: William Temple, Prayer for Holy Love, in Dorothy M Stewart, ed., Westminster Collection of Christian Prayers, .

First published at Episcopal Cafe's Speaking to the Soul on April 29, 2021.



Sunday, April 25, 2021

The Shepherd's Duty: Sermon for Easter 4B (Good Shepherd Sunday)



Deep in the Western Australian countryside, two tourists were walking through a quaint town sightseeing. They suddenly ran into what in that town was a traffic jam—caused by a smallish herd of newly shorn sheep being moved through town. Drivers in their cars stopped their engines and got out to stretch their legs as the flock threaded through the dusty center of town. Black and white dogs darted back and forth, keeping the sheep bunched together. At the rear of this mass of animals walked a man. He was yelling out commands with little effect, driving the sheep with a whip in his hand, snapping it over their heads and at times on their sides and at their heels. When the whip made contact, the sheep would jump and scatter, only to be brought back together by the dogs. It was slow going.

“That’s funny,” said one of the tourists to her companion. “I didn’t know that shepherds used whips.”

A bystander overheard and leaned over. “They don’t,” he confided. “That bloke’s no shepherd. He’s the town butcher.”

Today, this fourth Sunday in Eastertide, we hear-- as we do each year-- passages from scripture about shepherds. It might seem strange if this was less usual, but we hear these stories every year, and so even in our context where I am betting most of us have only been near sheep in a petting zoo at Purina Farms, we listen and nod appreciatively. We work with a kind of limited understanding of what real shepherding is all about (it’s lonely, and exposed to the elements, and kind of stinky and dirty in real life) because we know this to be a metaphor to talk about our relationship with God and God’s relationship with us.

But I am hoping we can lean in a bit today to what our readings say to us in our own lives right now—both in our lives together as a community and a nation, as well as our lives together as disciples of Christ, mostly through the lens of our beloved 23rd Psalm.

I started with this anecdote because the part of this psalm that has been speaking to me most loudly is the image of the rod and the staff that is at the very center of our psalm. It’s like the fulcrum. So let’s actually start there. 

The rod and the staff show up in our psalm when the sheep are in the most danger—in the valley of the shadow of death. Now in normal times, shepherds lead their sheep from the front when they are guiding them. But once in danger, the psalm suggests  that God goes from walking in front of us to walking beside us, as our companion who will use the rod and the staff to protect and comfort rather than to abuse or chastise. That’s why this psalm doesn’t mention the one who cares for us driving us with whips. That would only add to the terror, and change the role of the shepherd from protector and shield to one who rules by fear and infliction of pain.

As I've been thinking about the verdict in the trial of the murderer of George Floyd, and meditating upon this psalm this week, that image of the rod and the staff have been haunting me. I've been thinking about when we invest people with tools and authorities that can cause injury and even death, we do so with the idea that those tools and authority are going to be used not against us but for us. In fact, most of us take that for granted. But we have to acknowledge that our own lack of concern is not shared by all of our kindred. 

On the night of the verdict coming down, I listened to our own Presiding Bishop speaking with great emotion about how he too grew up knowing that the color of his skin could lead his interactions with the police to not be those of protection but to be those of suspicion at first sight. And this usually optimistic man of God, whose greatest theme is that God is love and God is the answer, was weeping in relief that perhaps with this small measure of accountability we could begin the work of making our justice system and law enforcement less a means of control of people of color and more a system in which all receive equal guidance and protection under the law.


We give our shepherds authority over us, expecting that they will protect us and care for us so that we may live together in peace and without anxiety. We see the presence of the rod to be used against those who terrorize and pose imminent threat to the sheep—not against the sheep themselves, even when they do stupid things, as sheep-- and people-- are prone to do.

It’s part of the lore of this psaslm that King David himself wrote this psalm, and before he was king, he was a shepherd. His musical skill was honed as her practiced his harp playing to the sheep, singing to them during the long days, and in that singing, intimately acquainting them with the sound of the voice of the one who was there to protect them and lead them. The shepherd constantly sings out to his sheep—some even read to them—so that running to the sound of his or her voice becomes instinctive. And indeed, in all my years working with adolescents, the best educators knew it was the power of their voice and the power of their relationship with the kids that most helped guide them and help them to feel safe enough to lower their guard and trust us as teachers-- and to de-escalate when the kids needed to calm down. It is the same way with shepherds.

So there are two roles being described here as we consider the shepherd as model of the good leader or protector, and that of the sheep as the protected, and what that protection means. This psalm is about the leader—and those who are led. And there are implications for our lives in examining both of these roles.

The psalm starts with a simple declaration: God is my shepherd. It’s a straightforward, wonder-filled statement in sureness (and sureness will be featured again in the last verse of the psalm). And if God is my shepherd, I know that he will feed me and care for me so that I will not be in want. All anxiety is therefore vanquished --dispelled in the imagery of green pastures of plenty and still waters to lie down beside. And all of us deserve that assurance in our lives with each other, too.

This reminds us of the responsibility we bear as sheep. In our current political climate, the term sheep is often used contemptuously to represent someone who just blindly follows without thinking for themselves. But the obverse is just as dangerous to our common life together: those who refuse to follow any guidance but their own prejudices, their insatiable appetites, their refusal to privilege facts over their own often paranoid opinions certainly seemed to be the loudest sheep around us at times. And that not only endangers the well being of all of the members of the community, it also denies the authority that God rightfully is owed within their lives --and ours.

We know that provision is also a vital part of leadership, despite what some leaders who are only interested in power say. They want to divorce their obligations from their power, and that only leads to the tyranny of the whip.

The power of the rod and staff is a grave responsibility. We know that the rod and staff are meant for assurance and protection rather than intimidation by our next image in Psalm 23: that of God as host and provider. That same shepherd who was willing to put his life on the line to protect us is also willing to offer us plenty even in the face of those who wish us ill. God doesn't just provide us with a meal --God provides us with a banquet right in the face of those who would torment us. Where we might otherwise be afraid to take our eyes off of those who wishes harm, God instead calls us to lay aside any concern, and instead to feast at a banquet prepared of the best things.

The descriptions of safety, plenty, belovedness, and abundance described in verses 1-5 of our psalm lead the psalmist to come to a conclusion of what this special relation of protection care and guidance means for their life: With God leading us, goodness and mercy will follow us through every moment of our lives. In other words, our lives are bookended by God In God's plenteous, unwavering gifts. God at the forefront, goodness and mercy bringing up our rearguard.

And so where does that leave us? Dwelling within the household of God for all eternity, yes, but most importantly, in the time we have right now. Some scholars originally took this last line to mean that the best life was one that was lived in the temple, within its boundaries. And yet the bulk of the Psalm actually doesn't suggest so. This is a psalm about living your life out in the world in the certainty of God’s love and in testimony and witness to God’s love --not shutting yourself up away from the vagaries of life. This last observation gives us the courage and strength to persevere through whatever may come, knowing that in the end nothing will ever separate us from the love and care of God. Not even death. 


The purpose of the shepherd is not to conquer by division. The purpose of the shepherd is to make possible the creation of a good life. This psalm reminds us that God as our shepherd walks with us through our trials, even our own mistakes and foolishness, guiding and delivering us. We are never alone. We are always beloved. God has chosen us and anointed us, and provides us with all our hearts and souls need. But it also reminds us of how we should remember our common cause with all of the members of God’s flock, and how the leadership that God especially in Jesus models for us is a path of goodness and mercy for all of us as leaders and as followers. Jesus states flatly that he is willing to “lay down my life for my sheep…. of my own accord.”

Jesus seeks out all the lost sheep, and calls for us to do the same, remembering that we all fall within that category at times in our lives. Jesus calls to us, relentlessly, compassionately, taking the initiative to move toward us because only he can, and it is only when we still our own bleating that we can hear him. Luckily, he will wait and call us in the spaces and brief silences of our lives. We are scattered—but he calls us into one flock, despite our tendency to wander. Despite our tendency to fear. And goodness and mercy will follow us all the days of our lives, bringing us into our true home.

With God, and with each other.

Amen.

Preached at the 10:30 online service on Good Shepherd Sunday (the 4th Sunday in Easter) April 25, 2021 at St. Martin's Episcopal Church in Ellisville.

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Citations:
1) Top image: The Sheep, the Gate, the Shepherd, copyright Laura James. Used with Permission.
2) Last Image: The Good Shepherd, copyright Laura James. Used with permission.



Prayer, day 3010: Fourth Sunday in Easter (Shepherd Sunday)

O Lord, You are our shepherd;
help us to be better sheep.



When You give us green pastures,
help us to be grateful and not refuse to eat.

When You lead us beside still waters,
help us quiet our souls and be refreshed.

When our cups run over,
help us not to obsess about the mess

but shout for joy at the abundance
you give us always. 

When You lead us to right pathways,
help us not to be hardheaded and go astray.

When we are in the darkest valley,
help us to remember that You are ALWAYS with us.

When you spread a table before us
in the presence of our enemies,

help us invite them to join us,
that their hearts may be turned by love.

Help us to stop bleating long enough
to hear Your voice calling us to You.

May we remember that your goodness and mercy
follow all of us all the days of our lives

Amen.

Saturday, April 24, 2021

Love is Everything: Sermon for the Wedding of Chelsea and Rebecca



Chelsea and Becky have come before us to celebrate their love and their bond as spouses as that loves lives and expands in their lives. The familial love that they received from all of their kith and kin--moms, dads, and Papas-- helped set them on the road to this day and enabled them to form the well of self-love that then enabled them to seek, to recognize, and to be brave enough to offer love to each other both now and in the beautiful years ahead. It is exactly that kind of love that indeed makes the world go around.

Let’s talk about love.

Like the Hebrew language, the English language has one paltry word to describe what we are here today to celebrate. The Hebrew word for love is “ahab.” The English word is “love.” Because we only have one word, we use it to describe everything from our favorite shirt to the cars we drive to the deepest and most profound connection human beings can have.

Just thinking back over the popular lyrics of my youth in the last half of the 20th century, I bet you can remember hearing that love is all you need (the Beatles), that we need a whole lotta love (Led Zeppelin), that love is tender (thank you, Elvis). We sang along to John Denver that that it fills up our senses like a night in the forest, and that love sings in our hearts like a wren in a willow-wood, thanks to Kenny Loggins and Anne Murray. Joni Mitchell understood that she really didn’t know love at all when she described it as moons and Junes and Ferris wheels. Nat King Cole spelled out love in his honeyed voice. I also learned tragically in my childhood that muskrats have something to teach us about love, for which I still blame the Captain and Tennille. Wow.

Now the ancient Greeks had 7 words to describe the range and depth and height of love.

The first (and often last) type of love we encounter in our lives is Storge, or familial love-- the love between a parent and child, or between children and their parents. It can—and does-- exist even when there is no biological connection. There is an element of choice one can exercise in all loves, and storge is no exception. For those whose biological families do not provide this, one can form “family of the heart,” and one can extend oneself as a parental or mentoring figure to others. Storge carries with it obligations and responsibility that rest more heavily on one side at the beginning of a life, and on the other at the end of another’s life. St. Paul uses storge, combined with philia, in Romans 12 when he commands his listeners to “love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor.”

Storge is a bond that makes duty a joy and the humblest, even most repugnant tasks, such as changing a diaper, bearable. It is a love grounded in care-giving and caretaking. Note those words and adjust them slightly in your heads, because in this love we both humbly offer care and we humbly and gratefully accept care as part of demonstrating this kind of love. We don’t shy away when one is in need, and we don’t push others away when we need help. Give and Take, Lead and Learn, in an unending spiral throughout the entire sweep of existence. It is love as Care.

Encountering love as familial love and welcoming it into your life then sets the stage for the next kind of love, once that is required in order to be able to bear love for others. This kind of love the Greeks called Philautia, or self-love. This love is not selfishness. Instead this love is the ground of all other loves that one can feel toward others. This is the second kind of love we usually encounter in our stages in life, and often one of the hardest to maintain in a culture that constantly tears others down. It can be difficult because it requires one to practice a degree of self acceptance grounded in self honesty without devolving into self absorption. This kind of love makes all the other loves possible, because if you can't care for and love yourself you can't care for and love other people. It’s a type of love that involves the letting go of hurts that may have been planted in us in childhood, and instead granting ourselves the grace and opportunity to recognize where we ourselves have the possibility of changing and being better through our own power and agency, with God’s help. This love is self-compassion, and it is vital to be an equal partner with your beloved.

The third concept and state of love we encounter in our lifetimes is named in Greek as Philia, or friendship. This is an affectionate love in which friends are recognized as equals, as teammates, as family by choice rather than by birth. This kind of love blaze is to life when two souls recognize each other and connect. Philia is notable for its tenderness and affection. like Agape, this is a love that is a matter of action and will more than the chances and changes of the human heart. It is a love characterized by constancy, acceptance, and celebration. It is a love always willing to help the other and support the other. This is love as loyalty.

The next love we usually encounter in life is Eros, or erotic love. Eros is the passionate love that is both the most powerful and the most fragile of all kinds of love, because of its tendency to burn out too quickly if not carefully wedded to other kinds of love. The beauty and depth of this kind of love must always be grounded in respect and care for the other, lest it become transactional. But it is a sacred and holy love -- one that we heard beautifully described and celebrated in our reading from the Song of Solomon. It is a love that is a gift of mutuality and joy and reverence and indescribable beauty. Yet at its best this kind of love of attraction is what holds the universe together as stars and galaxies pull and play off one another through the forces of gravity and magnetism. This is love as attraction and desire that doesn’t possess but seeks to create delight..

Right alongside Eros, there is Ludus, or playful love. This joy in discovering the other often accompanies Eros, if Eros is to last, and helps keep sexual love grounded in mutuality and delight. Ludus, like Eros, often appears especially strong at the beginning of a relationship when two people are discovering each other and taking joy and delight in each other in the first bloom of a relationship. This love is filled with laughter, even glee, and silliness and wonder. It is wide-eyed and filled with exultation.

The sixth type of love is Pragma, or love that has endured-- what I once heard referred to in a couple of beautiful songs somewhat inelegantly as “old love.” It is love that has endured in part because, unlike the other ones we've just mentioned, this love can only exist as the result a partnership and effort on both sides in equal measure. Now when I say equal measure that doesn't mean that the equal effort will occur always at the same time. No -- with pragma, there will be times that one person pulls and the other person rests and then those sides exchange throughout the long course of a committed relationship. Pragma is love that has refined an aged and mellowed and deepened over time. It is no accident that the word pragmatic comes from this kind of love. it is a love that in the end does not keep score, but does try to keep balance. This is love as commitment.

To the Greeks, and in the early Church, the greatest and highest form of love from a standpoint of faith is Agape, or selfless love, the most radical type of love. Agape is the kind of love that our Buddhist kindred describe as “universal loving kindness,” or metta. It is the kind of love described by Saint Paul in his first letter to the Corinthians as the love that “believes all things, hopes all things endures all things.” It is a kind of love that binds communities, especially communities of faith, together despite all differences of the individual members. Agape recognizes something precious and divine in those toward whom it is directed. It is used to describe the relationship between the Holy Trinity and toward creation and humankind. It is used to describe the force of God’s will for us to flourish and grow. This love is the essence of God's very being.

Four of these words appear in scripture: Agape, Eros, Philia, and Storge, with Agape being elevated as the highest form of love in communities of faith.

It is Agape --or a form of it-- that shows up four times in our first sentence in the reading we heard today from John’s first letter: “Beloved” is “AgapEtoi;” “let us love” is “agapOmen;” and the love that comes out of God and is of God is “Agape” itself, and the love of everyone is expressed as “AgapOn,” or “loving.” Altogether, Agape appears in these few short verses we heard 15 times. It also appears four times in our three-verse long gospel reading.

Agape is love in action. In your marriage, Agape is the glue that will hold all things together, and a reminder to you that your love for each other is sacred and pure, grounded in God’s love for you and all of us. But it is all these loves that we have already seen in your commitment to each other until now and that we commit to supporting you as your relationship grows and deepens. I hope you always remember that being both hearers and doers are equally important in successful marriages, as we seek to honor and cherish our partners throughout the years that lie ahead of you. As you commit to each other and your new family that you are forming in this commitment today, make sure you always walk gently with each other, with kindness, tenderness, and attentiveness in the hours, days, weeks, and years ahead of you.

We may lack seven different words for love. But we do have at least seven words that operate in our partnerships that we can name, that we heard as we discussed those seven terms, love as:

Care.
Self-Compassion.
Loyalty.
Desire.
Joy.
Commitment.
Action.

I want to suggest there is another English word that we need to bring alongside their love, and that word is grace.

Believe it or not, there may come a time when a quirk one of you has that the other considers charming now may eventually seem to be maddening. That is normal. So now I want to suggest to you a third way to open up our discussion on love. I want to talk to you about the quality of grace. Those of us in the theology business understand grace as God’s free gift to us of salvation. But to put that in starker terms when it comes to relationships, grace is goodwill and breathing space granted to our loved ones, our neighbors, our friends. Yet grace is also a rare, but desperately needed gift in our relationships and indeed in our entire society today.

Remind yourselves to be both hearers and doers in seeking the benefit of each other as beloveds. Remember that really hearing each other goes beyond the physical sense to attentiveness to the different ways in which your beloved speaks. Remember that a slumped shoulder at the end of a long day can call out just as eloquently for support as an open request for assistance. And once you hear that need in your beloved’s posture, be a doer: a bringer of a cold beer, a drawer of a warm bath, a folder of piled laundry, a champion against all that seeks anything but the best for each other. That is love in action.

One thing is certain: love in all its many forms is holy. Love in all its forms is necessary. And love in all its forms is ultimately from God, who is the source and the fountain of love.

Love is everything. And may God continue to grace Chelsea and Becky in their marriage together with an abundance of love in all its forms.

Amen.

Readings:

Prayer 3009



The sun rises
and Earth rings out its joy and praise:
come, let us join in the song to our Creator.
We rise from our beds
with a prayer in our hearts:
that this day be holy,
and that we live in amity with each other. 

Bless and keep us, Lord Christ,
secure in your embrace
and strengthened by your gospel of compassion.
Blessed Jesus,
you know the worries and cares
we bear in our hearts:
we thank You for walking beside us,
your arm around us. 

Ease our fears,
that we may be generous to strangers
and compassionate to those in need or distress.
Pour out thy healing and comfort
to all who suffer any grief, pain, or anxiety,
O Eternal One,
especially those we now name.

Amen.

Friday, April 23, 2021

Prayer 3008: A Sonnet-Prayer in Memory of Shakespeare



In gratitude we bow before your grace,
O God, our bulwark and our steadfast shield.
We humbly offer You our thanks and praise,
That love be sown within our hearts, and yield
A hundred-fold, all for your gospel's sake--
That life and hope may rise on eagle's wing,
That we bless all by Christ's clear call, and make
Our lives, for all in need, an offering.
Burnish our souls, O Truth of God, like brass
That we reflect your love that makes us one.
"Let never day nor night unhallowed pass,
But still remember what the Lord hath done;"
Lord Christ, may we walk humbly in your way
And grant your peace upon these souls, we pray.

Amen.

-- LKS, written on the 505th anniversary of Shakespeare's death on this date in 1516.



Thursday, April 22, 2021

Prayer from the Sheepfold: Speaking to the Soul for April 22, 2021


Psalm 23

In peace, we pray to You, Lord Christ,
our hearts and faces upturned and open to your glory.
Holy One, You are our shepherd;
we therefore rejoice,
and offer you our thankful hearts,
centering our lives in You.

You gather us into your arms, Blessed Jesus,
and carry us in safety and love.
We rest within your mighty embrace, O Redeemer;
You cover us in the mantle of your grace and truth.
Each breath we take is precious in your sight, O God;
you know our lying down and our rising up.
We know that we are yours forever;
nothing can separate us
from the love and mercy of God our Savior.

Lord of Life, Prince of Peace,
You strengthen the trembling;
You comfort those who mourn;
You bear within You those who have fallen.
We can endure and overcome all things through Christ;
in You we root our trust and our hope.


Holy One, we place before you
the names and cares of all who call upon You this day,
and ask that You grant them peace and solace
by the power of the Holy Spirit as we pray.

Amen.


Prayer, Day 3007: For Earth Day



Creator of the Universe,
who is making Heaven and Earth,
let all that lives tell out your glory.

Rocks and hills,
ocean depths and craggy peaks,
the wind that caresses them,
all join to sing out your Holy Name.

You planted your holy song, O Lord,
in laughing brook and rambling river
fed by rain before time.

Murmuring grass and field of wheat
whisper “Alleluia!”
as the beauty of the Lord passes by.

Thunder and rain, summer sun and shadow
work together with soil and seed
to prepare a table in the wilderness by your will.

The works of your Hand, O Mighty One,
testify to your steadfast kindness and mercy:
You crown all you see as good.

Forgive us for our trespasses against each other,
and against the Earth, our mother,
for seeking to hoard her riches
and denying her integrity.

May we walk gently upon this Earth,
that bears us like a chariot through space,
upheld by your wondrous Love.

May we care for all creation,
being dedicated and blessed by You,
called to serve its renewal and guard its unity.

By the power of the Holy Spirit,
she that moved over the waters of creation,
the waters of birth and life,
renew and recreate in us
a reverence for the Earth and all her inhabitants.

Lord Christ, center us in your wisdom,
and pour out your healing
over all we remember before You.

Amen.

Wednesday, April 21, 2021

Prayer 3006: After the Verdict, When the True Work Begins



God of Wisdom,
Holy and Compassionate One,
we praise you and bless you
in gratitude for your gifts.

We turn to you for guidance
in humility and hope,
O Ground of Our Being,
that we may honestly examine our lives
and the common life we share,
and demand equity and true justice for all.

God of Grace and Mercy,
may we have the wisdom and will
to tear down the edifices of violence and oppression
that conflate your true and holy peace
with pacification at the point of a sword.

May we remember that true peace is established
where amity and justice abide
for the least as much as for the great;
where the powerful empower and support
the cry of those who bear the burden of injustice;
and where ease and freedom is available to all
and generated by love of neighbor--
by the renunciation of vengeance and malice,
embracing our kinship with all.

May we always treat each other with the mercy and respect
that we ourselves hope to receive,
no matter the recipient.
May we examine the influence of our fears
in generating anger,
and the influence of our anger
in injuring and demeaning those we encounter.

May we remember
our own failures and sinful impulses
before judging the lives and liberty of others forfeit.
May we choose accountability over vengeance,
and never fool ourselves that we can flourish
if our security is built by crushing our neighbors.

Help us recover a reverence for
and recognition of
the image of God
woven into the blood and bones
of every soul.

May we embody resurrection
in devoting ourselves to the work
of healing
and accountability.

May we be devoted to waging justice in your Name, Lord,
led by our duties and obligations to one another.
May we embody that our well-being
is bound up in the well-being and protection of all.

Almighty One,
your lovingkindness is our shield and our breath:
extend now the balm of your comfort and healing
to those for whom we pray.


Amen.







Written after former Minneapolis Police Officer Derek Chauvin was found guilty of the murder of George Floyd

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

Prayer, day 3005




Our praises rise before you,
O God Most High;
Our prayers rise unto You,
O Redeemer, Our Lord Jesus Christ;
Our fears we lay before you,
O Holy and Eternal Abba, Father and Mother.
Our hopes we breathe in from your Eternal Love,
O Savior;
Our resilience we draw from you,
Abiding Holy Spirit,
who lifts us and prepares us for our work in your kingdom today.
O Creator,
we turn into your embrace for solace and strength,
and lay before you those needs for whom we pray.

Amen.

Monday, April 19, 2021

Prayer 3004



O Blessed Hope,
Maker and Molder of All That Is,
we praise you and worship you,
the Foundation of Our Lives
and Fountain of Mercies.

Guide us, O God,
to the path of life abundant,
built on the foundation of justice and mercy
that we are enjoined to defend and seek.

Lead us into deeper faithfulness,
that we may walk in integrity and wisdom
as bearers of the name and gospel of Christ.

You are the Maker of Peace,
and Supporter of the Fallen:
send a spirit of healing and hope
to be the comfort of those who call upon you,
and the relief of those for whom we pray.

Amen.

Sunday, April 18, 2021

Prayer, day 3003- The Third Sunday in Easter



Holy God, Almighty Creator and Redeemer,
we raise our gratfeul hearts to You
as we are blessed to gather as your people.

We give you thanks, Lord Christ,
for your loving embrace of us
through doubts and unbelief,
holding us within the light of your presence 
as we seek You
even as you are among us.

Help us to recognize you, Beloved Jesus,
in every person among us who is hungry,
who is homeless, who is outcast,
whom we may have thought was lost to us forever.

Still our hearts and minds, O Savior,
to center ourselves within your wisdom and truth,
and then carry the testimony of your grace
into the darkest corners of our lives.

By the power of the Holy Spirit,
anoint us to your service beyond any walls,
and pour out your tender care and comfort
upon all whose needs we now remember.

Amen.

Saturday, April 17, 2021

Prayer 3002



Holy One of Blessing,
bend near your people as they pray
and cast their praises at your feet.

Keep us within the bounds of your mercy,
and enclose us within the wisdom of your truth,
O Shepherd of Our Souls
for we are prone to wander afar
and to turn from your light and guidance.

Help us to grow strong within your ways
and walk a straight path of justice and compassion
following in the steps of our Savior
in service to his gospel of love.

Spirit of the Living Truth,
whose kindness upholds us always,
grant your peace to those who seek you,
and your comfort to all those who call out in hope.

Amen.

Friday, April 16, 2021

Prayer 3001



We lift our spirits to You,
O Author of Peace and Hope,
that you may inscribe onto our hearts your wisdom
and receive our praise and wonder.

Set your seal upon our souls,
O Searcher of the Heart,
and purify us of all pettiness and penury,
that we may welcome each other as kindred
no matter our differences.
Let us never reject the unknown ones we encounter,
lest we turn you away from our welcome, O Blessed Savior.
Give us the will to amend our lives,
that we may bring honor upon you
through our discipleship and our love.

Sanctify and guide the hands and minds
of all healers and caretakers
that they may bring those suffering illness
to wholeness and restored health,
and relieve the anxiety of those who watch and wait.

O Comforter,
accept our prayers and petitions,
our rejoicings and our gratitude,
as we lift before you the cares and concerns
of those for whom we pray.

Amen.

Thursday, April 15, 2021

The Prayer of the Dog in Time of Pandemic: Speaking to the Soul, April 15, 2021



O Loving Creator, I bow before your generous gifts:
a warm house and comfortable sofas,
food for my belly and cool water to drink,
and days unending with those I love.

My sigh of peace
as I lay my head
on the feet of those I love
or in the lap
of those who stroke my brow
and rub my ears
is my prayer to You, O Guardian of Life.

May I help share your comfort
with those in need of respite
as a sign of your grace.

May tasty scraps fall plenteously
from the tables of your abundance, O God.

Make me ever joyful and merciful
even if children pull my tail.
Help me be ever watchful
that I may protect my home
as you have protected me, O Steadfast One.

Help me to offer my fur
to absorb the tears of those who mourn,
and look deeply into the eyes of the anxious
that they may see your light within them.

In the morning
in the noonday
in the evening
may I ever rest in your presence,
and be grateful for the smallest delight
with a generous heart and steadfast faith.

Place your soothing hand, O Master,
upon all who look to You in hope.

Amen.

This was first published at Episcopal Cafe's Speaking to the Soul, April 15, 2021.

Prayer 3000



Eternal, Holy Creator,
we center ourselves in your grace
with songs of praise and rejoicing.
You formed the world
and all that is in it
from love and goodness:
receive our prayers,
O Searcher of Our Souls.

Gate of God,
Blessed Savior,
dawn within our hearts
with a blaze of hope and glory
that we may proclaim your gospel with overflowing spirits.
Fountain of Blessing,
well up within us
that we may bloom with your beauty
and join hands with each other
in obedience to your command of love.

Spirit of Promise, Spirit of Truth,
Light of Our Hearts,
extend the shelter of your protection
over all whose hope is in God,
Our Peace, and Our Shield.
Grant the gift of ease and aid
to all who call upon You,
O Blessed Trinity, One God, as we pray.

Amen.

Sunday, April 11, 2021

The Story We Missed: Sermon for Easter 2B



Every year we hear this gospel on the 2nd Sunday of Easter. Maybe it’s because, just like the apostles, we have a hard time believing in the stories of the resurrection, even though we shouted “alleluias” with joy just a week ago. Another possible reason for the choice of this gospel every year might be that this pericope spans the night of Easter Sunday itself
and then skips ahead exactly one week later, just as we contemplate this story exactly one week after Easter Sunday.

Our reading today ends with a statement that there were many other signs and wonders that Jesus did, but that THIS story was chosen to aid us in our belief. One wonders at the idea that this story is meant to help us believe. Surely some of those other stories would have been more inspiring, more persuasive.

I personally, as a mother, hope that one of the stories omitted was Jesus returning to see his mother, calling her “Imma,” which means “Mama” rather than “Attha” which means “woman,” as we heard from the cross in John’s gospel. I believe this because I believe Jesus loved and adored his mother, despite what some of the gospel writers depict. 

Jesus is his mother's son. Read the Magnificat, and you know where Jesus got the courage to overturn those tables in the Temple. Consider a 14- or 15-year old girl embedded in a culture that made her a pawn or possession, having the audacity to consider and say yes to God despite what it could potentially cost her, and you see where Jesus gets the courage and resolution and passion for his earthly ministry.

I pray that this meeting took place also because I also think of one of the last images in popular art of Mary with Jesus: that of the Pieta—whose name means “Pity,” or “Compassion.” After my mom took my brother and myself to Rome when I was seven, one of the things she carried back all through that journey was a smaller, about 8 inch high copy of the Pieta, a sculpture by Michelangelo that we had seen in the Vatican. It was made out of marble, too-- and so it was NOT light.

In this statue, Michaelangelo depicted the crucified Jesus sprawled across his grieving mother’s lap. I think of the Pieta, and I think that Jesus would have gone to his mother and given her a personal chance for that image to not be the last image she had of her beloved first born. I think Jesus would have wanted to bring his mother’s broken heart to healing, because healing was the core of who he was and is. He would have wanted to show her his scars too, as a sign of his ongoing life, rather than leaving her with the image of his death.

I picture the risen Christ appearing before his mother in her house full of mourners just as he appears to these disciples in their locked room. Because if he did, he would hear her call him not Jesus which is the Greek form of his name. No, Mary would breathlessly cry out his true name of “Yeshua,” which means “Salvation” in Aramaic.

It is always important for us to remember that everything we read in scripture is not just translation, but it is often a translation of a translation of a translation in the New Testament especially, going backwards from English to Biblical Greek to possibly Hebrew and then Aramaic, the milk-language of Jesus and his followers.

I picture this scene as one of the regrettably omitted stories from John’s gospel because the word “salvation” is another word that has gotten twisted about in our modern religious language just a bit. Too many people hear that word and think that all it means is about what happens after we die, and two divergent tracks then appear, so that “salvation” becomes a kind of fork in the road.

The first track is that people are told salvation is about the afterlife. And they think of all those images of hellfire and brimstone and eternal torture for those condemned, images that even show up on Saturday Night Live--and what is more secular than Saturday Night Live, when you think about it? They think of those images, and even behind the cartoonish quality in popular culture they get scared, and then they turn this whole “following Jesus” thing from a relationship to a transaction, as we Americans are particularly prone to do.

We love transactions for the neatness of them. We especially love to get a “bargain.” And so, soon, salvation becomes a bargain with God, to see what the lowest price to get ourselves some of this “heaven” thing: 
“Do I just have to say I believe in you, God?” 
“Do I just have to get baptized?” 
“How about if I confine you to Sunday and go to church? Is that enough?” 

And we make these bargains in our relationships all the time, hoping to insulate ourselves from paying a cost too high to keep ourselves comfortable and keep our lives with its familiar shapes and concerns—most of which have nothing to do with God, or with how we spend our lives on Earth each and every day, clinging to our old ways and often our old hurt and old scars. And so for Christians, then Jesus becomes a kind of agent, like a real estate agent or insurance agent, who helps us make the deal with God. If we believe in him, he helps us out. Quid pro quo. This for that. Neat.

The other track we get when some of us hear the word “salvation” is for those of us who have a hard time imagining for certain what happens to us after we die, and so we lose interest. This is probably a broader swath of the population than we might think, especially for those of us brought up under some kind of Christian faith that used transactional theology because transactions are the bedrock of too many of our relationships. But there are people who do not spend their time wondering about what happens after we die. That’s off in the future, and they’re just surviving day to day. Or they’re trying to make THIS world a better place, not just for themselves but for everybody, and the concept of “salvation” as it is packaged just doesn’t seem to apply.

But let me suggest that the story we hear today is all about salvation—but salvation as Jesus insistently framed it. Throughout Jesus’s ministry and teaching, salvation isn’t about heaven or hell when we die, but about the way God can and DOES work in our lives. 

Salvation is about trusting in that power as a LIVED reality. It’s about leaning into that power right now, in the present moment and every moment of our lives, to let love heal us, broaden our perspective from the miserly and the afraid to the brave and empowered. 

The salvation that Jesus embodies, from his very name outward, is 
about healing, 
about reconciliation, 
and about awakening the divine spark within each and every one of us.
Salvation begins now, so that we too can carry on Jesus’s ministry of reconciliation as the very best, most joyful way to live our lives and to help heal the broken places in both ourselves and in the world around us.

And so, as our gospel still hasn’t moved us from the evening of Resurrection Day, and as we are just starting out in the early days yet of the Easter season that lasts 50 days, I hope we can think of Jesus tenderly caring for all of those he loves, including with his mother among his disciples. I hope we can proclaim his as seeking to heal the wounds all of us carry so that we can feel empowered to themselves engage in healing, in reconciling, in true salvation which builds bridges rather than divides. To love others enough to ever widen the circle of those who have been saved from emptiness, despair, fear, and hopelessness—all the things those disciples are feeling in that room when Jesus suddenly appears in the midst of them and breathes his peace all over them again. Because THAT is a true salvation.

Because here’s another thing about Easter: Easter can be extremely hard for some people. Easter talks about things that are unbelievable, for one. But going deeper, even if most of what you see is goofy Easter bunnies and debates over whether Peeps are actually “food” or instead sugary Styrofoam, good only for creating diaramas, 
church is often at the center of Easter. Easter is notoriously one of two times every year when a lot of people who never go to church during the year drag out a pastel colored shirt and some slacks and a sport jacket, or a gauzy dress and if you are a lady from certain parts of the country a jaunty hat, and go to church. Some can’t bring themselves to do even this. A lot of people, in fact.

And for too many of these people, there is a reason why feeling that pull to cross the threshhold of a church is painful. The Big C, institutional Church, fallible and made up of fallible human beings as it is, has hurt them. It has told them that Christianity is about judging others and demanding sacrifices of their essential natures that those same judgmental ones would never even consider in their own lives. It’s a Christianity that looks for scapegoats while completely missing the irony that Jesus himself served exactly as that in the politics between the common people and the power of empire.

It’s a false Christianity, that tries to justify hating certain people into repentance-- like that ever works! It's behind a bill brought up in Arkansas recently that sought to give medical professionals who identify as Christian the right to refuse to treat people if they suspect they are LGBTQ—all in the name of the same Jesus we see today inviting people to see his wounds as signs of his realness. Or there are people who have been shamed for questioning, for doubting, like that’s a bad thing—just like poor old Thomas there, who gets that damning “Doubting” adjective permanently glued in front of his name forever, even though what he experiences is SO common and relatable.

Going back to church for those who have been hurt and marginalized by this kind of Christianity is more like returning to the scene of a crime than getting your spiritual batteries recharged. And those of us who identify ourselves as actively Christian thus are presented with our first chance to ourselves take part in the salvation of Jesus which bring healing and reconciliation. And we don’t even have to do it by glomming onto every stranger that walks through our doors, especially at Easter.

We don’t have to do this work by starting at trying to scare people into belief-- and by that I mean a bargain with God so that they can avoid “hell.” We do this by revealing salvation as a life moving toward healing even for those who feel like they have no hope of being loved for who they are. We can start by actually SEEING everyone the same way that Jesus did—as beloved. Beloved as we all are and not excluded due to some checklist created by fearful people. Beloved even as we all are, even as we find our ways out of various wildernesses like addiction, racism, homophobia, taking advantage of others, or misogyny.

Jesus showed his own scars to his believers after resurrection because our scars are the signs that we all bear of what has shaped us, for good or for ill. We are all known by our scars—and with what we do with them. Do we use them as excuses to hurt others and leave scars of our own as we pass by? Or do we see them as signs that we have persevered and have healed? After Jesus shows his scars as a sign that the cross did not have the last word with him, Jesus commissions his followers—including you and me, even those of us who have to cross our fingers behind our backs at a lot of the claims made in the Creed to go out and continue his work.

Yeshua, whose name means Salvation, is here, right now, showing us his scars and commissioning his followers to go out and offer healing and reconciliation to those they encounter by proclaiming God’s power in the lives of everyone. 

As disciples, we are called to spread the good news of healing and restoring hope--not by condemning people for their alleged sinfulness, but by embracing them just as God embraces us through our best times and our worst times. And here is where the layers of human translation have to be peeled back again, because many scholars point out that the earliest text specifically reads, “Of whomever you forgive the sins, they (the sins) are forgiven to them; whomever you hold fast [or embrace], they are held fast.’ We engage in the work of salvation when we hold fast to the people we meet, scars and all, and share God’s love that we have been given with them. That means we don’t do Jesus’s work by telling people they are irretrievably broken and rejected, as too many people hear in the mouths of preachers and spokespersons for the institutional Church.

Salvation is Jesus’s message and ministry, his “good news” that never gets stale. But it is not a transaction for us as individuals, but a transformation for us into a community of faith and generous, loving engagement with all of those around us.

We can with honesty and hope share our scars with those around us too—share our scars, and the healing grace we have received from God in our own specific lives. It begins by sharing the story too many have missed. It begins by unlocking the locked doors we hide behind, and wearing our scars as a sign of our healing, of our solidarity with Jesus in his work of transformation and hope. Known by our scars, proclaiming life beyond them-- that's the missing story so many need.

Amen.

Preached at the 10:30 am online Eucharist at St. Martin's Episcopal Church in time of pandemic, April 11, 2021.

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Attributions:
I am deeply indebted to The Rev. Barbara Brown Taylor for her article, "Easter Preaching and the Lost Language of Salvation," from the Journal for Preachers, Easter 2002, pp. 18-25.


Thursday, April 8, 2021

Holy Mackerel: Speaking to the Soul, April 8, 2021



Luke 24:36b-48

I’m away on a retreat to recharge after the busy-ness of the last month. There was a lot of stress involved in trying to manage in person and simultaneously broadcast worship for the first time in a year. That’s why I have some sympathy for the disciples and their jumpiness when I read today’s gospel reading for Easter Thursday from Luke 24. It depicts Jesus suddenly popping up among the disciples like a jack-in-the-box in one of his post-resurrection appearances. And of course, they react with fear and trembling. They think they are seeing a ghost.

Let’s face it: “ghost” or “hallucination” or maybe “dream”—those would probably be the go-tos for most of us if we suddenly saw someone beloved to us appear after we were certain had died, depending upon how skeptical one is. Jesus speaks to them in that beloved, remembered voice. He offers his hands and feet for seeing and touching.

To prove he is a real person, he asks them for something to eat, and they offer him a piece of fish, which he then consumes in their presence, probably while they are still standing with the jaws dropped. But his eating in front of them proves he is actually alive in this body, not wearing it like a costume draped over his spiritual being. And the disciples need that—but even more, they need the grace and forgiveness that is made present by Jesus sharing a table with them again—the place where so much of his gospel of radical forgiveness and inclusion was enacted.

This story comes immediately on the heels of the Emmaus story, where once again Jesus joining his beloveds for a meal is where they come to really recognize him as their beloved Teacher and Savior. It is good for us to remember that the Last Supper wasn’t really the last time Jesus would sit at table with his beloveds. Yet, just like us, the disciples have a lot easier time accepting the crucified body of their savior than the resurrected one. Yet it is vitally important that we see that those-post-resurrection meals serve the purpose of reminding their participants and ourselves as observers of Jesus’s absolute solidarity with us as the Incarnated One who is also the Resurrected One. And by sitting down in fellowship with his disciples and eating with them, Jesus is demonstrating true grace, as he speaks to them lovingly while many of them probably are still carrying the shame of their desertion on Good Friday.

Believe it or not, there is a huge body of speculation over the last two millennia focusing on why Jesus would eat. There are debates about why he ate fish in this incident, and how the fish was digested (yep) if Jesus had no need to eat any more. There’s sympathy for the poor fish who has been caught, killed, and eaten even as Jesus is a symbol of death being defeated.

Holy mackerel. Talk about wading out into deep waters.

Jesus eats with his disciples after the Resurrection to reassure them and to once again declare his steadfast fellowship with them, regardless of their doubts, their despair, and their previous weaknesses. There is nothing fishy about this, either. Jesus continues to be Jesus even after his Passion, death, and resurrection—for the disciples, and for us. That humble piece of fish becomes part of Jesus’s body as a testimony to the power of God to vanquish even the power of death.

These post-Resurrection meals are especially about healing, reminding us all that every time we gather together in the Eucharist, we are joining together in the declaration of community despite physical distance or difference. We are also sharing the table with Jesus, who is both host and guest, just as the Emmaus story reminds us. We proclaim that Jesus is not just Risen, but Alive. Right now. He is not merely the historical figure depicted in the Bible, but living and breathing and bringing the experience of humanity into the Holy Trinity, into the very heart of God.

Jesus once again comes to the disciples where they are, loves them and seeks to bring them peace. As he attempts to set their hearts at rest, he also turns their minds from the past to the future, commissioning them—and us-- to be witnesses to the power of the healing, radically inclusive gospel of Christ. All with asking us for something simple—like a piece of fish—to remind us that he with us—always.


This was first published at Episcopal Cafe's Speaking to the Soul on Easter Thursday, April 8, 2021.

Sunday, April 4, 2021

Our Part of the Story: Sermon for the Great Vigil of Easter and Easter Day, 2021



The story has no end.

Most scholars believe that this is the original ending of Mark. After all those “and immediatelies” that we hear as Mark tells his story like a person in a hurry. We come to this: a non-ending ending., Oh, there are some verses that appear After this if you sere to open your Bibles, but they’re in brackets—and contain extra material. The earliest manuscripts of Mark do not include them, and so scholars distrust their authenticity.

The story has no end.

The women go to anoint a body that has already been dead for over 36 hours, hastily buried before the sun set and the Passover sabbath began, as recounted at the end of the Good Friday gospel—The body had simply been wrapped in linen and put in the tomb, with Mary Magdalene and the Mary Mother of Joses watching. The women must be incredibly numbed with grief—their errand isn’t going to do much good, and no one has thought about the practical matter of who is going to roll away the very large stone at the door of the tomb. But they still love and want to serve Jesus.

Once they arrive at daybreak at the tomb, however, not only do they find the stone rolled back and Jesus's body missing, but they find an angelic messenger waiting for them expectantly. The fact that he is seated, which was the posture of a leader or teacher, and moreover is seated on the right side, the side of prominence and strength, and wearing white are both signs of his authority in the ancient Mediterranean culture of Mark’s community. And Mark agrees with the other gospels that it was women who discovered the empty tomb—which legally is problematic, since women were not accepted as reliable witnesses in that culture.

The messenger tells them to go tell the disciples that Jesus is headed back to Galilee, the place where his public ministry began. They must go there if they want to see Jesus themselves.

We've been focusing over the last few days upon Jesus’s suffering, Suffering that is specifically demonstrated in his betrayal, arrest, beating, abandonment by his male followers, crucifixion, and death. Now however we see the vindication of Jesus's mission, and his confidence that all that he was going through would be to fulfill God's plan of salvation. At Jesus’s death in Mark’s telling, the first person to proclaim his true status as the son of God had been a centurion, foreshadowing the spread of the gospel beyond the people of Judea. All the gospels agree that all the male disciples of Jesus have run away before he breathes his last; only women were left, watching from a distance: in Mark this includes Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James and Joses, and Salome, and who had remained with him all the way from Galilee. It is these same three women who arrive at the tomb in the early morning hours to continue to “care for Jesus’s needs” (Mark 15:40-41), as we were reminded twice in the last week.

Yet those women do have one thing in common with their male counterparts: since they are going to anoint a BODY, it is clear that they didn’t take Jesus’s claim that he would be resurrected seriously, either.

It is notable that already we see a sign of forgiveness even here in these brief verses. We all remember Peter, the first disciples to be called when he was known as Simon, steadfastly denying Jesus three times. And yet he is the one who is to be told, according to the angelic messenger’s instructions. In being the first, he will have the task of telling the others and maintaining his preeminent place among the apostles despite his wavering loyalty to Jesus during the Passion.

Yet despite the angelic reassurances, the women are absolutely still alarmed by the angelic visitor and the mystery of the missing body. Obviously, they eventually DO tell the apostles and other disciples, but not on Mark’s original stage. The last words it does leave us with is “for they were afraid.”

But this story has no ending. Instead, the women, just like us, are left in the in-between time that we proclaim together every time we have Eucharist. “Christ has died…” Yes. “Christ is risen…” Yes, again. “Christ will come again….” That will have to wait, just as we too are waiting for such a wondrous event.

These verses lead us to consider what it means to live in the interim, which is exactly where we are called to live. This very week, as we have told and retold the story of our Savior’s death by suffocation on the cross, we have watched again and again highlights of a trial 2000 years later in which another man had the breath crushed out of his body on an American street for nine minutes and 28 seconds. Don’t ever try to tell yourself that the gospel doesn’t have something to say to us in our time.

But it often doesn’t get as dramatic as that. Even before the advent of all the alluring technology that is designed to seize our attention with a vise-like grip, we have a natural tendency to live our lives in a walking dream. Too often, we may be trapped in the past, or we spend our lives planning for a future that may or may not arrive. Where we are and what we are doing right now slips by unnoticed while we are either remembering or planning. And yet, the wisest teacher all agree that the only thing we really have is NOW.

And the problem is that NOW is often unsatisfying, and even frustrating, as we have learned in the last 15 months especially. When we are in an unpleasant place, we want that unpleasantness and uncertainty in particular to be over immediately. And maybe this ending itself is a great example of that—maybe Mark had every intention of finishing the story satisfactorily—because after all, the meaning of “gospel” is “good News,” and you can hardly end good news with the only characters left on the stage cowering in fear and afraid to move.

And the easiest thing to have right now in this time of pandemic is grief: grief at the things we have lost, grief at the people dead and maimed because of this pandemic, grief at the ongoing violence in our streets committed out of hopelessness, and in some people’s telling of it, out of justifying claims of fear.

Those women went to the tomb to grieve. Yet I am convinced that, because we are sitting here today, they eventually let go of that and reached out for something infinitely more precious and infinitely harder to reach for. I am convinced they left eventually with a faint flickering candle of hope burning in their hearts and souls.

This story as we receive it has no end, and no sense of closure.

But perhaps it is meant to lead us to take up our own task: one of DIS-closure. Maybe the point here is that it is up to us now. It is up to us to go and tell who Jesus is and what Jesus has done for us. Resurrection can’t be hurried.

We are those women, confused, afraid, grieving, uncomprehending. And that’s the way many of us react to the tragedies of life. That’s only natural. Yet even here we get the hint of a resolution: when we feel lost, or afraid, go back to the beginning. Go back again to Galilee and meet Jesus anew.

This gospel IS good news for us 2000 years later, awash in a world in which being a disciples is often scorned and mocked just as it was then. We’ve come full circle. Yet these eight brief verses have three messages to impart to us:

1) Even Jesus closest friends and supporters could not wrap their heads around God’s power, and if they couldn’t then perhaps we can forgive ourselves our own doubts and faltering, our own fears and awe.

2) If there have been places where the gospel has not been shared in our own lives and in the lives of those around us—and we know there are—then we have an opportunity to take up this holy work. Joy shared is joy multiplied.

3) Failure is a necessary part of any practice, and failure only becomes a roadblock if we allow it to become an immovable object in our lives. Even in our deepest failures, there is always forgiveness from God—and encouragement to take up our work again, with joy and gladness.

Because it is not Mark’s last words that matter. It is the assurance that is given even there in the empty tomb that we can clutch to our hearts as we navigate the pain, the uncertainty, and the trials of life: Don’t be alarmed. Jesus is ahead of you, clearing the path and preparing the way for you just like the good shepherd that he is, just as he promised you repeatedly. His word is good. He is with you. And with me. Nothing can separate us from our Savior. Because he is here—in our minds, on our lips, and in our hearts. Always.

He is risen—and we want to be risen too. Rowan Williams reminds us that “to speak of the resurrection of Jesus is to speak of one’s own humanity as healed, renewed, and restored, recentered in God.”

Just like those women, we stand uncertain and disoriented, but we have the promise of God, who is always faithful. God calls us to take hold of the radical, unsettling power of Easter. we need to believe in the power of resurrection—and take up our place within its realization. This pandemic has offered us a chance to not return to the things that aren’t working, but to live into our call as disciples of Jesus and turn aside from the ethical compromises we make in the name of expediency or hopelessness, We need to leave the tomb of our grief and set out in hope, in trust, in joy! As Sister Joan Chittister reminds us, “It is for us to put on the mind of God that it will take to bring the goodness of God to the evil in the world we see around us. It is up to us to bring resurrection out of suffering, to bring creativity to what is yet undeveloped.”

We are responsible for speaking into the silence. We can and will write the ending of the story. We are truly Jesus’s hands and feet and heart in the world. As we recommit ourselves to our baptismal covenant, we need to believe in the power of taking those values seriously-- —that’s how we finish the story. As we love and guide and care for this newest Christian, and all the ones in our care, that’s how we help finish the story. Because the story is one of new life in God. He is Risen!! Alleluia!

Amen.



A version of this sermon was preached at the Great Vigil of Easter on April 3, 2021 at 8 pm., and at the main Easter Day service on April 4 at 10:30 am as well as at our Outdoor Resurrection Day Eucharist at 12:30 pm at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville, MO.

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