Sunday, October 30, 2022

Seen, and Loved: Sermon for Proper 26C



This weekend’s gospel passage includes the well known story about Zacchaeus encountering Jesus on the road to Jericho. It’s a staple of probably every children's Sunday school curricula you've ever encountered. And then there's the song, which, if you are like me, you have a compulsion to sing the minute you see Zacchaeus’s name. It has been an earworm for my entire week. We have heard it and we have sung it countless times. But that also means that we may need to shake off our familiarity with this story and really pay attention to what is said—and not said—in this familiar tale.

I wonder if one of the reasons why this story is so popular with children is that it is deliberately silly-- intentionally so. A grown man, probably used to being catered to due to his wealth, hauling himself up high into a tree while wearing what to American eyes is a dress. The comedic potential is undeniable.

But I also wonder if children don't love the story because at its base there is a beautiful, welcoming truth: that Jesus looks upon all of us, no matter who we are, how big we are, or how much other people think we might need correcting, and truly sees us, knows us by name, and wishes to spend time with us. No matter how old we get, experiencing that kind of not just acceptance but treasuring fulfills our deepest human longings. someone who will never give up on us.

The story of Zacchaeus expands upon the theme we heard in last week’s gospel. Jesus once again encounters someone who is considered an outsider from decent society by virtue of their collaboration with the occupying Roman empire. In both last week’s parable and this week’s encounter we see Jesus talking about or with tax collectors. We see here in this story with the promises of this tax collector what we hope was initiated by the tax collector we met in last week’s parable: not just acknowledging one’s sins before God, but promising restitution and just dealing where before there was exploitation and corruption.

This setting this time is in Jericho rather than the temple. I remember hearing about Jericho in my Sunday school days, when Joshua lengthy newly arrived armies of Israel around its walls, blowing a trumpet repeatedly, until the walls came down and the Israelites were able to take the town and make it there. By the time of Jesus’s lifetime, Jericho was a wealthy city, where King Herod had a palace, which means it was also the city in which the apparatus of taxation was particularly powerful. Zacchaeus is described as a “chief tax collector,” so he is well placed within that system, possibly notorious even among the townspeople.

All the markers are there to assume that Zacchaeus is corrupt to the bone—and yet there he is down mixing among the crowd that is gathered to see this wandering holy man, and he even behaves in the most undignified manner, running ahead of the crowd and eventually climbing the tree in order to merely get a glimpse of Jesus. Once again, the tale is more gently humorous than mean-spirited. Could it be that the crowd is the one wrong about Zacchaeus?


There are lots of details in this story that are surprising. Even with the crowd all around him, Jesus looks up and sees Zacchaeus perched precariously in his tree. Jesus then invites himself into Zacchaeus’s home. Then and now, that was a pretty significant breach of etiquette. Furthermore, by doing this, Jesus shows that he does not care about one of the Pharisees’ main complaints, first mentioned in Luke 5, that he consorted with known sinners and tax collectors.

Yet even the mere idea that Jesus would seek fellowship with him moves Zacchaeus, whose name means “pure in heart” in Hebrew, to publicly proclaim a scrupulous concern for living compassionately among his neighbors. That way of living involves being righteous toward the weak and powerless and seeking reconciliation with those whom you have harmed. Zacchaeus is, as we were first reminded, a very powerful man, regardless of his physical height. He is a man of public prominence. If he embraces Jesus’s insistence of walking the path of mercy and demand for restorative justice for love of those on the margins of society, who knows how many other people we will be affected by his example? If that isn’t what salvation is, I don’t know how else you can define it.

Yet—look closely. Neither Jesus nor Zacchaeus make any mention of sin. At the very end, Jesus says that salvation has come Zacchaeus’s house, because the Human One has come to those who are “lost.” Zacchaeus defends himself against the murmuring of the crowd calling him a sinner by promising publicly to give half of his goods to the poor, and to recompense anyone he may have cheated fourfold. But he uses the PRESENT tense in the original Greek. He says he GIVES half his goods to the poor, and that he compensates those he may have harmed four times over.

The crowds see Zacchaeus one way. Jesus sees Zacchaeus in another way—as a beloved brother (as evidenced by the language calling him a “son of Abraham”). Perhaps Zacchaeus has been “lost” because he has been discounted and abandoned by the assumptions of the community. Once again we are reminded that God’s sense of justice and ours are different, because God sees clearly where we see only “through a glass darkly,” in the words of Paul in the 1st letter to the church in Corinth. As we are reminded over and over again, God is especially concerned about those who are “lost”—whether through their actions or the actions of those around them. And some of those who are lost are not lost through any actions of their own-- but by others denying them as being worthy of remaining in the flock. It's not OUR job to judge this-- it's far beyond our pay grade.

How does this apply to our world? 
Good grief, how does it not? 

Our society is filled with self-righteous people casting out all kinds of people based on their assumptions about them being unworthy, or calling them sinners. Our society is mired right now in casting all kinds of slurs at people who are different than us, or who disagree with us—and ironically, at the same time, excusing all sorts of bad behavior on behalf of those whom they perceive as being “like them.” We see people who are differently abled mocked. We see it when people with accents are mocked or thought of as stupid when they speak. Parents at school board meetings screaming at teachers and administrators. We hear it in attempts to shame people, even children, who do not conform to rigid expectations about their identities or clothing styles or hairstyles or body art. None of which has anything to do with the person anyone is inside—in the place where God sees us and loves us most clearly.

I heard off a pastor asking the kids in his youth group how they thought God saw them—and the overwhelming answer was that they thought God was disappointed in them or angry with them for their imperfections, much less failures. And I remember feeling the same way in those fire-and-brimstone churches I attended as a child. Our kids already have a hard enough time growing up—and many of us have a hard enough time getting through the days in which we do not hear a kind word. And we see the bitter fruit such hate and division has as drug-abuse and suicide rates skyrocket, as school shootings proliferate—even among our children! And this week, we had a school shooting right here in St. Louis, which is why I am wearing this orange gun violence stole. We celebrate and encourage violence and hatred and bullying far too much. And often in doing so, we push others out-- beyond the margins of who is in and who is out.

There is a reason why Jesus constantly reaches out to the margins—and encourages us to do the same as his followers. And it is simply because the judging of others has never won anyone’s heart to God—not really.

Our world is too filled with cruelty and name calling toward other people based on no other evidence than how they identify themselves. There is no doubt that one of the greatest plagues of our modern time is refusing to really see each other- to see each other, to honor the divine spark in each other without questioning who is worthy and who is not. Just like that lawyer who asked Jesus "Who is my neighbor?", we want to know what the limits of the people we have to acknowledge as our neighbors are. But what this world needs is radical acceptance and radical empathy. We are called to lend our strong backs to those bent over from bearing burdens we have no idea that they are carrying..

Too many of us—and it seems to be growing!-- are far too comfortable with failing to honor each and every person as fellow human beings. Too many of us are far too inured to each other’s pain and suffering. Some even take pleasure in the suffering of others, especially those different from them, and see that suffering as justice, and I am not just talking about the criminal justice system.

Embedded within this story is a call to action to us—to examine our own minimization of others. To examine our failure to truly see each other—especially those who are far outside our familiar circles. And even more, to examine our silence in the face of others being minimized. We are not called to simply "like" Jesus-- we are called to BE like Jesus. We are the face of Jesus in the world.


I invite you to think back to the last time you experienced such a feeling of companionship, comfort, peace, and contentment. We live such hectic lives now, it can be easy to forget to make time for each other and to spend time with each other, sharing companionship and enjoying the presence of those we love and giving people the benefit of the doubt. And as we've been talking about prayer the last few weeks, to think of how to apply that same intentionality and loving kindness in our time spent intentionally in communion and prayer with God.

As always, our lives as disciples don't come with an instruction manual-- other than our commitment to follow in the example of Jesus. So this week, I hope you get find the chance to slow down, look up, look around, and share the love of Jesus with those you see. It is the best and only way to be disciples of Jesus in word and deed.


Preached at the 505 on October 29 and at the 10:30 Eucharist on October 30 at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville, MO.


Readings:
Habakkuk 1:1-4; 2:1-4
Psalm 119:137-144
2 Thessalonians 1:1-4, 11-12
Luke 19:1-10

Friday, October 28, 2022

Lazarus, Found: Speaking to the Soul for October 28, 2022




Luke 19:1-10


I did not deliberately set out upon the road
On which I found myself. It started from the scorn
Of classmates who belittled me.
I may have been a small man, but
I became someone everyone bowed and scraped before.
My wealth and power reduced them to silence
To my face, and I told myself it was enough.
They grudgingly sought my favor
Who had laughed at me in my youth
Once I held the power to ruin them. Yet inside,
I knew myself to still be small, and certainly
Unwelcomed and unloved.

But when I heard of the great healer and teacher
Coming to Jericho--
Who welcomed even little children--
I was filled with wonder. I needed
To see him for myself.

Ahead of the crowds
I climbed the sycamore above the road.
No one would see me here, I thought.
But when the teacher passed below,
He stopped as if he knew I was there,
And called me down by name.
Despite the disapproval of those around me,
He sought my table and came under my roof
And spoke to me with kindness.
I served him myself, and
Beneath that compassionate gaze,
The walls of my self-contempt gave way,
Echoes of years of taunts were stilled.

All my life I thought I could hide from God,
The same way I thought wealth and power
Would heal the ache within myself.
Yet I never counted on God
Pursuing me.
Loving me despite
Everything.

--This was first published at Episcopal Journal and Cafe's Speaking to the Soul on October 28, 2022.


Sunday, October 23, 2022

From Silence to Salvation: The Sermon for Proper 25C



I am “I was taught to type on a typewriter” years old. Remember when you had to manually return at the end of each line? And then along came word processors, and we could ignore the end of lines most of the time.

I have been publishing writing online since about 2003, when I created a website for my students to cut down on the massive amount of paper I was having to have printed for them to be familiar with the document of American history. It was easy, and it was convenient—but also there were some technical challenges I never thought I would encounter back in the days when everything was done on a typewriter.

I once was struggling with the formatting for a blog post, and it was making me batty. In the type-setting world, being “justified” means adjusting the spaces between the words in each line so that both the left and right margins are even. For some reason, even though I was choosing “align left,” the text ended up being justified, and the columns were too narrow for that to look anything but weird. Sometimes text looks great when the words stretch evenly from the left edge of a column to the right. But other times, it looks artificial, phony. And it WAS phony. Paragraphs don’t even read well that way.

And so it was here. The gaps in some sentences yawned. The density of words per line was completely out of balance. Finally, I looked behind to the hypertext code to see that I had brought some formatting code along with me when I had copied a phrase typed elsewhere, and that had caused the entire paragraph to change alignment. I know just enough about blog coding to know that I do not know much of anything about hypertext code, but I could spot what was amiss. Once the pesky hidden code was removed, the paragraph returned to the formatting I desired: words aligned with the left side margin, but naturally proceeding across the page until no more could fit without artifice.

Later, I thought about how much our own concerns about being justified, about how we can see the fault in others without seeing our own imbalances and flaws can overshadow our ability to deal kindly with each other. There seems to be a shocking lack of humility at the root of so many relationships in our common life together. There is too often a concern about our own salvation, rather than how the way we live our lives and align ourselves alongside our neighbors affects them. We praise ourselves for our self-righteousness, and decry other people’s perceived flaws, and congratulating ourselves for not being “like them.” Yet this lack of empathy undercuts claims of being righteous in the first place. One of the wisest pieces of advice I was ever given was a reminder that we never know the hidden battles other people are fighting, so to always try to be kind.

One of the wisest pieces of advice I was ever given was a reminder that we never know the hidden battles other people are fighting, so to always try to be kind. In this gospel passage, we hear the familiar story of the “Pharisee” and the tax collector praying in the temple. Once of them prides himself on living a blameless life—apparently blameless so that he can blame others for their failings. The tax collector acknowledges his sin. Yet it goes further: the righteous one’s focus in his prayer is himself, not God. The tax collector acknowledges his sin, and prays to God for mercy.


Yet we have to be careful in this conclusion—because the second we sneer at the Pharisee, we run the risk of doing exactly the same thing he does: making assumptions about people when we fall into stereotyping. The fact is, you don’t have to be a Pharisee to fail to be humble, and you don’t need to be a tax-collector to be honest with yourself about the ways in which you have sinned against others and against God. The Pharisee starts with praising God—but praising God that he is better than those around him. Is this really a prayer, or is it a self-congratulatory monologue—one that ALL of us have engaged in at one time or another?

Our own efforts to deny our own ragged edges and claim justification without a heaping dose of God’s grace are mere delusion. The self-righteous one thanks God that he is not a notorious sinner like that tax collector, and the minute that prayer is formed, he is condemned by it. When we look at another person, one very much different from us, and immediately make a snap judgment about them even though knowing nothing about them, we make the same mistake that that self-righteous man makes when seeing the tax collector.

The actions of the tax collector, while praiseworthy for the acknowledgment of his sins, also will ultimately run aground if he does not stick to his determination to repent, or if he fails to believe in God’s grace. This is another issue we all encounter in our faith lives at one point or another, either for ourselves or for others. We may torture ourselves over long-ago wrongs we have committed, or we may believe that God cannot forgive notorious sinners, such as murderers. But God’s grace is only abundant if it is abundant for everyone. We do not get to limit God’s grace to suit our own whims—whether for self-abnegation or for hopes of seeing others punished.

It’s when we change our focus from ourselves that we can realize that we rely not on ourselves, but on God’s abundant mercy and forgiveness. This doesn’t mean we have to shame ourselves, but at least be open to realizing that we can always improve our relationships with our fellow-beings, attempting to acknowledge our common journey toward being called to a humble spirit of repentance. What if we started with encouraging others in their particular struggles, aided in no small part by acknowledging our own? Our challenge begins with letting go of being justified.

To be honest, both men risk treating God as a mere tool: for the first man, God is a tool to look down on others, and for the second, God is a tool for getting his sins forgiven. Neither thinks about the obligation paced upon them as regards the sustaining and caring for those around them in the community. And unfortunately, this shallow self-interest is a common concern of too many who claim to be Christians, but who resist the call to be like Christ.

So what is the better way? Psalm 65 models the idea of prayer that begins with praise of God (as the Pharisee prays) from humans who know their own sins and transgressions (as the tax collector exemplifies). But then it carries forward to go beyond the prayer of either the Pharisee or the tax collector. The psalm resolutely insists that God not only forgives but blots out our sins if we rely upon God and God’s generous, compassionate sustenance. We approach God in humble silence, and as we listen, we become aware of the sure provision of God that makes our lives possible, and we are invited to join with all of creation is praising God. The way we praise God best is by allowing God’s spirit to shape and mold us.

This psalm proclaims three specific aspects of God: as redeemer, creator, and sustainer. The psalm properly starts in silence, as Ellen Davis notes in her translation “To you, silence is praise…”), and ends with shouts and song coming from the pastures, hills, meadows, and valleys, and not just in domesticated landscapes but in the wilderness itself. In all things, God’s activity is extolled: God hears prayer, blots out sins, and draws people to himself and to his Temple. Then follows in verses 5-12 a lyrical description of how God sustains and orders all of creation. The psalm ends with a prayer for the Earth’s fertility to show forth the abundance of God’s blessing and generosity. Note that the praise of God starts with silence, and then an expression of trust in God that we can lay our sins before God, knowing that God will not just forgive, but blot them from existence as we acknowledge and give thanks for God’s generous and generative power.

Our gospel reading focuses on what happens in the sanctuary, and certainly prayer is important before God’s altars. But, as Psalm 65 reminds us, unless we expand our horizons beyond our own concerns to the way all creation, including us, are invited by God into praising God best by becoming our best, most generous and fruitful selves, our prayers risk objectifying God instead of offering true worship.

Prayer that stands in awe and gratitude before God, that acknowledges and takes responsibility for our own sins, is prayer that draws us into deeper relationship with God and others. Such prayer, in harmony with all creation, invites us to give other as much grace and compassion as we ourselves hope to receive from God. Such prayer is, in itself, an act of faith and worship of God out in the world. Such a prayer becomes a way of living rather than a time set apart. And shouldn’t that be where true salvation really begins?



Preached at the 505 on October 22 and the 10:30 am Eucharist at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville, MO.

Readings:

Thursday, October 20, 2022

Two Before the Altar: Speaking to the Soul, October 20, 2022



“There is a crack in everything;
That’s how the light gets in.”—Leonard Cohen


The upright Pharisee, each hair in place, not a
Fringe on his tasseled loafers askew, stood
Before God’s altar and prayed to himself
Congratulations for his impeccable soul.
He knew what others thought of him.
His righteousness shone from his shoulders
Like epaulets- so certain was he of his goodness.
He checked the lock on the vault of his heart,
And nodded, satisfied. Nothing
In, nothing out, undisturbed. Shrugging deeper
Into the mantle of his own esteem,
Duty satisfied, he knew he was blessed.
Nothing had changed.

On trembling legs the tax-collector climbed the steps, aware
Of the eyes that turned his way, the stink of collusion
That clung to his fine clothes. He could still turn away,
But his heart urged him forward. No one
Expected to see him here in God’s courts,
And some sneered as he passed.
He knew what others thought of him.
Eyes downcast, he made himself small,
And beat his breast,
Pouring out his sins until his soul
Was an empty bowl, so thirsty was he for God’s mercy.
A spark of forgiveness lit the tinder
Of his heart. Cheeks wet, he resolved to turn.
In the new fire of grace and gratitude he was reclaimed.
Everything had changed.


This was first published at Episcopal Journal and Cafe's Speaking to the Soul on October 20, 2022.

Sunday, October 16, 2022

The God Who Pursues Us: Sermon for Proper 24C



Let me just cut right to the chase: God is not the unjust judge.

Also: You don’t get what you pray for by badgering God until God gives in. See also: You don’t don’t get what you pray for if you rub a lucky rabbit’s foot, or if you cross your fingers, if you find a four leaf clover, or if you say the same prayer for a week or even a month.

Yet I have known people who believed all these things. I imagine many of you have too. I mean, that would be a sweet system if it worked, right? Just act like a spoiled toddler and God, the weary parent, will eventually give in.

Except that’s not how prayer works. That’s also not how God works.

So then, how can we understand this parable?

Let’s start with prayer. Jesus tells this parable, he says, to encourage us. That is literally what the phrase “not lose heart” means. To stay steadfast and faithful.

We also know that prayer is a two-way street. We forget that sometimes. I think the movie Bruce Almighty didn’t help that very much when it portrayed prayers as emails to God that were all requests for God to magically solve problems or allow the petitioners to win the lottery. Bruce, sitting in God’s chair because he has said he could do God’s job better, gets exasperated by the unmanageable number of requests and does what you should NEVER do when at work: he hit “reply all.” His “yes” to every request spawned literal chaos and rioting.

The communication link that is prayer goes two ways: from God to us and from us to God. As much as we may think that prayer originates with us, that is not so. The times in our lives when we have fallen away from the habit of regular prayer is not filled with nothingness or a vacuum. There is God, still in our lives, knocking at the doors of our hearts, placing obstacles in our path to inspire us to take up the conversation again. 

To be clear, the entire span of scripture is the story, again and again, of God pursuing these reckless humans God has made, seeking us out of love when we have gone astray, from calling to us when we are hiding in the bushes in the Garden of Eden to the extreme step of sending angels and prophets and talking donkeys and even God’s own Son to try to encourage us to walk in the ways of love, hope, justice, and reconciliation—God’s dream for our flourishing.

In giving human beings both the privilege of being made in God’s image and also bearing the responsibility of free will, God necessarily cedes God’s total claim to power. Just as even when sitting in God’s chair, Bruce Almighty can’t make his girlfriend love him again by sheer will, God allows us the freedom to respond to God’s abundant love and grace—or not. We know this to be true.

With these basic assumptions laid down, we can now take up first who the judge represents. This judge is guided by self-interest and self-preservation. His actions do not reveal a concern for anything but his own status. His focus is on the short-term, on taking advantage of his position for self-benefit and profit. He considers those who get hurt by his actions to be mere collateral damage, and acts out of pure profit motive to himself.

What if the unjust judge is the world’s systems of greed, casual cruelty, contempt, and inhumanity? The systems all over the world that excuse injustices and unethical practices with the claims that “the law” that they themselves have written do not forbid actions which expand inequality, poverty, and defenselessness before the gears of power? What if the unjust judge is the tendency we have to claim “that’s just the way it is” with a shrug when we encounter tragedy or injustice? Our tendency to claim helplessness in correcting human systems that we tend to treat as sacrosanct? Our tendency to claim there is no money to improve our commitment to the general welfare of our most vulnerable citizens while expanding corporate welfare and the ability to manipulate scarcity of resources so that they end up in the hands of the few?

God sent God’s son into the world not as a prince or a potentate but as a humble little baby born to an unwed, teenaged, peasant mother and her bewildered carpenter of a fiancé. Jesus grew up in a duty backwater of empire in a no-account town in a no-account region on the very margins of influence from any sort of human calculation. So how hard is it, really, to imagine God as the widow, relentlessly knocking on the doors of our hearts and consciences?

Trappist priest and theologian Thomas Keating makes this observation about this parable:
God approaches us all day long, coming to meet us morning, noon, and night through people, events and our own thoughts, feeling, memories, and reactions. We accept the kingdom finally, not because we are just or deserve it, but because at some point like the unjust judge, we cannot stand the importunities of grace anymore and are forced to give in, saying, ‘Okay, take my life. I am in your hands.’”

That kind of surrender is the bravest and therefore scariest thing we can do. It means living life with wide-open eyes and a wide-open heart. It mean not just worshiping Jesus as a distant figure sitting up on a heavenly throne, but actually following him in his humble carpenter’s attire our into the world, in attending to the aches and pains and needs we see all around us, even if we have to do it one person or situation at a time. It means our obligation lies not in just performing human rituals every week for the benefit of our own souls, but instead our obligation is to those we encounter in the world. To BE the loving, healing hands and heart of Christ not just within these walls but out beyond these doors in our secular lives. By doing so, our lives become less secular, yes, but more holy.

By doing so, persevering in prayer means raising our voices and our political will in advocating for justice for the oppressed. Prayer can be prayed with our feet, walking alongside those in need. Prayer can be prayed as we provide the hungry with food and the unhoused with shelter. It means sitting in love and faithfulness with the sick and the grieving. I give thanks that this is where I see you all being most faithfully engaged in prayer—not just sitting here on Sundays, although that is important because it gives us fellowship and strength for our true prayer lives, out in the world, sustained by each other, by your commitment to this place, and always, always, by God, who honors us by calling us into partnership in bringing about God’s kingdom.

As Rabbi Rami Shapiro reminds us:
Do not be daunted by the enormity of the world's grief.
Do justly now, love mercy now, walk humbly now.
You are not obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it.

We walk alongside God, and we walk alongside each other. Let us bravely persist in prayer—and sometimes even use words. And the most important word of all is yes. Yes to God. Yes to community. Yes to following Jesus.

Amen.

Preached at the 505 on October 15 and the 10:30 am Holy Eucharist on October 16, 2022 at St. Martin's Episcopal Church in Ellisville, MO.

Thursday, October 13, 2022

Prayer as Protest: Speaking to the Soul for October 13, 2022



Jesus tells this story: A widow: without advocate, without protector, abandoned and abused, cried out through the teeth of outrage, refusing to subside quietly, cowed by an unjust judge’s contempt. Certain that his position of privilege would insulate him from her insistent demands for justice, he tried to break her with sneering silence. Only, life bursts forth from broken things: broken fields receive seed with grace, sprout and root erupt from broken seeds, broken clouds burst forth with rain.

Two laws are at war for dominance in our hearts: one the trellis for the climbing rose of mercy, the other the trickling vine that chokes and enforces a thorny wreath of oppression in order’s name, disrespectful, arrogant before God. Too often we see human law serve as a shield for predation, substituting punishment rather than justice. God calls us to resist systems that coerce rather than empower.

Too often when confronted with oppression and injustice, we ask why God allows such things to happen. What if we saw the persistent widow as God, and the unjust judge as human society? Think about it. Because prayer is a conversation between us and God, that reversal also works, and teaches us a lesson about prayer as a two-way conversation with God.

The gospel reminds us, prayer is a way to enter into the presence of God, to be surrounded by the presence of God. This is the kind of immediate experience needed to maintain faith, more than anything else, so that when Jesus returns, faith will be found on the earth. Jesus urges us to be persistent in prayer, but that doesn’t mean for us to passively accede to injustice. So let us pray unceasingly, with unfaltering faith—prayer as action, prayer as persistence, listening to God’s call for us to stand with the powerless, to protest with the voiceless, and to align ourselves with the law of love.


This was first published at Episcopal Journal and Cafe's Speaking to the Soul for October 13, 2022.

Sunday, October 2, 2022

The Faith Of A Seed: Sermon for Proper 22C



What’s the difference between a mulberry tree and a mountain?

I think we would all agree they are very different. In our example, outside of stories by JRR Tolkien, trees don’t move around by themselves, and they certainly can’t grow and flourish in salt water. Likewise, mountains that get up and move are called volcanoes and usually the way they move is by erupting and nobody wants to be around that.

But they do have one thing in common: they are both things Jesus uses to help us grasp something important about faith. In the gospel we heard just now, we arrive mid-conversation with Jesus sounded noticeably annoyed with the disciples. What our reading omits is that Jesus has just advised the disciples that they are required to forgive others multiple times, even up to seven times a day if they are repentant. This concept was so mind-blowing for the disciples that they are dumbstruck. “Increase our faith!” they beg in wonder. Jesus tells them that if they had faith the size of a mustard seed, they could order a mulberry tree to uproot itself and plant itself in the sea.

When Jesus talks about faith the size of a mustard seed in Matthew’s gospel, he says this after the disciples have tried and failed to cast a demon out a man. After they ask him why, he tells them they have no faith. But this time, that mustard seed faith he advises would allow them to tell a mountain to move and it would obey.

Interestingly, the Buddhists have a parable of the mustard seed as well. It goes like this:

A mother’s child died, and she was inconsolable. She approaches the teacher Shakyamuni, who has a great reputation for helping people in their suffering. She wails about being alone, about her heartbreak, and is inconsolable. She asks the teacher to bring back her dead child, back to the land of the living. “Certainly,” he agrees---if first she can bring him a single mustard seed from any house that has not known death. The woman goes from house to house but can find no one who has escaped mourning and loss. After weeks at her quest, the woman goes home. Her understanding of her grief has changed: it’s no longer a weight erased but a weight made bearable, because she has discovered that everyone shares this burden in one form or another. She has learned that she can share her grief with others who too have experienced loss. A shared loss is a bearable loss.

It's amazing that mustard seeds can end up causing so much inspiration when it comes to matters of faith.

In Jesus’s talk about mulberry trees and mountains and mustard seeds, whether you think about a mulberry tree, which is big, or a great mountain, which is big, getting up and move themselves around, isn’t the real miracle.

The miracle is in the faith that makes things possible. The amount of faith you have isn’t the issue. It’s allowing faith to take root and grow in your life that matters.

It reminds me of the scene in the second Star Wars movie made-- The Empire Strikes Back. Luke has gone to find the great Jedi master Yoda to complete the training his friend Ben had barely begun with him. After a slow start, Yoda has Luke stacking rocks using only the Force while doing a handstand—and it’s hard work. Suddenly, Luke realizes his ship is sinking into the water. Yoda encourages him to use the Force to lift it. Luke exclaims that there is a huge difference between a rock and a spaceship.

"No!” Yoda exclaims. “Only different in your mind!” 


And so, Luke tries to raise the ship, and at first it rises from the water, but then Luke’s concentration breaks, and it sinks below the surface worse than before. “It’s too big!” Luke gasps. And after explaining the Force again, Yoda raises the spacecraft out of the water and places it on dry land.

When it comes to faith, size is not the issue.

Perhaps the disciples get it wrong when they think that faith is quantifiable. If you think that way, a little is good, but more must be better, right?

Jesus’s answer avoids using measurements. He doesn’t say, if you had an ounce of faith, or a pound of faith, or a gallon of faith. Instead, he says, “If you had faith the size of a mustard seed, you could do the impossible.”

Jesus chooses a small seed, a living thing, to describe faith. Seeds are amazing things, too. In the case of the mustard seed, a seed the size of a period at the end of a sentence is all you need in terms of faith. But a seed is a paradox. It looks inanimate, but it is alive, and from it grows a plant hundreds of times bigger that the seed from which the plant came.

Then I wondered: what kind of faith does a mustard seed itself actually have?

It doesn’t let its smallness get in the way of doing its business. But drop it into the soil and give it some sun and water, and it gets to work.

I know this because the January I was four, my mom bought me this “kid’s garden” kit at the local TG&Y—it was a five and dime store that was around when I was very little. My mom bought this kit for me, I suspect, to keep me occupied, because she was 41 and pregnant with my sister and had two little kids who both asked lots of questions. 

The garden kit had glass jars that fit on a tray, a bag of soil, and even a wee red tin watering can. There were seeds for sunflowers, marigold, lavender, chives, and mustard. Frankly they all seemed small to me. After assembling all the jars, we put them on the windowsill in the dining room and waited. That was the hard part. Every day I would watch and watch and have to hold back from watering too much. Every day I would lose more of my mother’s lap, and every day she distracted me with these jars of dirt.

Mom had always made sure to plant one of the seeds close to the edge of the glass. And finally, after what seemed like forever but what probably about three weeks, in some of the jars I could see a tiny pale sprout from the larger sunflower seeds. Mom assured me that all the seeds, even the tiniest, did the same thing. 

The sunflower seed cracked open, and that first sprout began to spread out into tiny roots to feed the seed. Then another sprout emerged and began to push like magic toward the top of the soil. It broke the top of the soil and kept going up and up. Then it formed a few tiny leaves. Over the next few days all the other pots began bursting forth with sprouts and then seedlings. Every day they seemed to grow and grow. Finally, in the middle of June, all of them had grown into plants—even the tiny mustard seed. 

And guess what also happened? My baby sister was born. Boy, my Mom sure could time things. And luckily, the plants were at a stage when they could be ignored for a while, we got to turn our attention to the baby. But I remember how proud I was when some of my own plants were used when we made dinner—even the marigolds went into the salad! And we ground up a little mustard and put that on sandwiches.

What made those seeds grow? Soil, and water, and the right temperatures, and sunshine. But it started with the seeds doing what was inside them all along, responding to the right conditions with the will to break open and sprout.

Even the smallest seeds-- acorns, nuts, berries, even-- can become amazing plants, providing shade and food and fragrance and beauty—even medicine. It all starts with the seed breaking open and straining into roots and sprouts.

What if Jesus is reminding us of this? Sometimes, we develop a shell that prevents us from growing into what we are meant to be as disciples. We hold ourselves aloof from experiences that might crack us open, like love, fellowship, or trust in God rather than hoarding our own resources and depending only upon ourselves. Or maybe we doubt ourselves, or that we can really trust God to use us to do great things. And so, we hesitate in growing, and instead ask God our favorite request: Give us more.

But there’s no need for more. We have everything we need right here to grow in faith, to grow in discipleship. It’s all inside us, waiting to sprout.

More faith isn’t required. Instead, Jesus then makes an important point in the middle of our gospel: you don’t need to have a huge amount of faith to do this. You just need a tiny bit. Faith the size of a mustard seed can produce wonders and miracles. With God’s help, anything is possible—including transforming our tiny, grinchy hearts that get paralyzed through fear, cynicism, or lack of faith from doing what they were meant to do: act in love for the healing of the world.

Faith isn’t about knowing how to measure it. Faith isn’t about what you know. It is about how you love, and how you act on that love. And loving means leaving behind the fear that others will hurt you, even through potential grief at maybe losing them some day. It’s about investing your heart, your strength, your love, your resources in what really matters—in making the world a better place, in helping the kingdom of God to grow and flourish to give hope and nourishment to the aching world.

Jesus describes faith as a tiny seed because it is how it grows inside you that makes all the difference. Faith isn’t about flashy miracles like ordering around trees or mountains—not really.

When it comes to faith, size is not the issue. Action is what matters. Letting go of what holds you back matters. Being bold because you are on the solid rock of confidence and trust in God is what matters. A little is all that it takes—but together, it can make all the difference.

Preached at the 505 on October 1 and the 10:30 Holy Eucharist on October 2 at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville.

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Thursday, September 29, 2022

The Feast of Michaelmas: Speaking to the Soul September 29, 2022



Genesis 28:10-17
Revelation 12:7-12
Psalm 103:19-22
John 1:47-51



Who is like God? The nine choirs of angels shouted,
and Michael, leading the heavenly host,
ground the bat-winged dragon beneath his heel,
he who once bore light, Lucifer,
rocketing to earth on a lightning bolt.
In that moment
Satan, crowned with blackberry brambles,
slinks off trailing intrigue like shadows.
Sword drawn, Michael bows before the Son of Man,
ready to intercede for those in crisis--
his breastplate gleaming like noonday
against the fear that stalks in darkness,
less a messenger than a warrior,
when killing in the name of God was expected.

That’s what the old folk say.

And so, as equinox recedes,
the days grow short, the meadows
rattle with spent blossoms, but
Michaelmas daisies flare like blue stars--
little suns among the weeds.
Stubble stands in harvested fields,
carrots and Queen Anne’s lace are sorted,
the fishermen return to port one last time,
nets bursting, home until spring.
The rent’s due but the cake is sweet.
Innkeepers seethe as the tourists depart at summer’s end,
and throw statues of Michael into the sea.

The fasting Francis of Assisi rises from his knees:
forty days past Ascension,
St. Michael’s Lent gives over to feast,
and there is a moment of luxurious quiet.
Thoughtfully hiding a goose
behind the hem of his robe,
he has her to dinner, rather than for,
offers her a carrot, and smiles.

(For a collection of folk traditions regarding the Feast of St. Michael and All Angels, click here and here.)

This was first published at Episcopal Journal and Cafe's Speaking to the Soul on September 29, 2022.

Sunday, September 25, 2022

Bridging the Chasm: Sermon for Proper 21C



My dad was a very superstitious person. Growing up, there were rules that were followed. Everywhere we lived Dad hung a horseshoe above the door, and while carrying it to its place of installation it was very important not to turn the horseshoe sideways or worse, upside down. That would, and I quote, “make all the luck run out.” Dad would put a nail through each of the seven nail holes (yep—seven!), and voila—good luck in the house. Apparently, this superstition was rooted in a story about St. Dunstan, who was trained as a blacksmith. One day, the Devil rode in and wanted his horse shoed. Dunstan apparently recognized the Prince of Darkness, but played it cool and agreed. But he took the first horseshoe and nailed it to the Devil’s foot. Howling in pain, the Devil agreed to never enter a house with a horseshoe nailed over the door if Dunstan removed the shoe.

There you have it. If my dad had known this was related to a Catholic saint, he might have thought twice. Nah, probably not.

Similarly, he collected knives, and his favorites were Case knives. We were raised to see pocket knives as indispensable tools, and he made sure all his kids had at least one. To this day I feel like a pretender if I have any pocket knife that is not a Case knife that is razor sharp, and yes, I do carry one still, including some I inherited from him. 

But there were also superstitions about knives. You could never ever ever give anyone a knife. Knives had to be purchased. So when my dad would give one of us a knife, he would require us to give him a nickel, to make sure that this was a transaction. He would often attach the nickel TO the knife, given that we kids often didn’t have any money. We would just have to immediately give the nickel back. Apparently he believed that a knife that was a gift that would sever the relationship between the giver and the receiver. 

You also could never hand someone an open pocket knife. We also knocked on wood, threw spilled salt over our shoulders, NEVER walked under a ladder. Lucky pennies were absolutely a thing in our house.

The fact is, there are misfortunes that could happen lying all around, and often we have no ability to figure out why bad things happen to us. Superstitions like these pretend to give us the illusion of control in the face of uncertainty. For a country that likes to extol the self-made person all the time, we sure do also talk a lot about good luck—and bad luck, about blessings and curses. We hate uncertainty. It’s human nature.

Our readings today all deal with uncertainties. Judah is under siege—yet the prophet is encouraged to buy a piece of land, as a visible reassurance to the people around him that they will eventually make it through the time of war to the time of peace. Likewise Psalm 91 is thought by some scholars to be a so-called “amulet psalm,” one that would be repeated to ward off evil or bad luck. The last two readings scheduled for this weekend deal with rich people and poor people. That means the actual topic is luck, since the folks of Jesus’s time believed that being rich was a sign of God’s love you, and vice versa s regards being poor.

The verses we hear from Psalm 91 radiate hope and trust. They comfort us in times of grief, when we are anxious or afraid. The fill us with the warmth of the love of a God who is gracious, whose loving-kindness never fades. They invite us to trust in God with our whole being.

Some days it feels like we have the world on a string. Other days are filled with struggle and loss. Psalm 91 resonates on both kinds of days. Its promises of God’s love and protection ring true, and hold up to us our reliance on God and God’s companionship with us in all seasons. There are some beautiful images used for God in this psalm. God is described as our shelter, our habitation—our safe home, a place of rest. Four times we are reminded that God is our refuge—and even more than a refuge, a stronghold. God is a mighty mother bird, with strong pinions and sheltering wings to draw her children close to Her and envelop us in safety.

The first verse we will read reminds us of the encompassing love of God:

Those who dwell in the shelter of the Most High
abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

This psalm calls us to draw in a breath, and let it out. Feel that? The more mindful we are of our breathing, the more we are aware of the blessings God has given us, starting with our very breaths, given to us in creation, give to us from our births. As we breathe, we feel the sheltering wings of the Almighty, which provide us refuge and respite as we catch those breaths, as we gather strength and are clasped within the embrace of the One who is beside us always, who never sleeps. Our lungs as they inflate even more our ribcages out and back like wings on a bird being flexed.

That shadow we rest under is the cool shade of the garden, the underside of every green leaf warmed by the sun. It is the promise of being bound to God in love-- Love which is also the Name of God that echoes in our hearts. We then are led to remember why we need God’s protection and shelter—war and plague are circling overhead. Do not trouble yourself in thinking about that, the psalm reassured us. Dangers like serpents and lions lie in wait—figuratively for us, nowadays, than fully. Translator Robert Alter cites a scholar who believe that this psalm is an “amulet psalm.” An amulet is a lucky token, often worn around the neck. The idea is that anyone who would recite this psalm would be gathered in God’s protection.

Similarly in our gospel, we see a reversal of fortune between one who was considered lucky, or blessed, and one who would seem unlucky, even cursed, in the parable of Lazarus and the Rich Man. For once, it is the person most likely to be among the invisible of the world who gets a name, while the “rich man” just gets a description. However, the name Lazarus means, “the one God helps.”

This Lazarus is NOT the same person who is Jesus’s friend and Martha and Mary’s brother. But he is, to the rich man, an invisible man. That’s why the irony is so delicious that unlike many Bible stories, the poor man actually gets a name while the rich man in the telling is made anonymous.


When I went to Cuba in 2017, one of my dearest hopes was to visit an Episcopal Church there—yes, Cuba is a diocese in the Episcopal Church, in our actual province, and obviously, it has been hard for them to maintain contact with us due to the political situation there. When I finally snuck away from my tour group to visit one, the first thing I saw on the doorstep was a tiny figurine that looked like this with coins all around it.

This is San Lazaro—St. Lazarus. Figurines of him are actually very common all over Cuba. Now the actually St. Lazarus is the one who is Jesus’s friend who was resurrected—but for some reason the figurine is based on our gospel character today. See the wounds? See the dogs?

It is a custom in Cuba to place coins around statues of San Lazaro to ask for healing. Both Christians and practitioners of Santeria, which is a mix of Catholicism and African folk beliefs, do this. And indeed, the shrine of the Virgen of Cuba has an entire wall covered with walkers and canes and braces left by people who believe they have been cured by her intercession.

If you remember, last week's gospel ended with the warning that no one can serve both God and money. But there's a missing verse in between the end of that gospel and beginning of this one. Jesus as opponents hearing him say these harsh things about wealthy people grew angry and mocked him. Jesus responds by saying that people may justify themselves in the sight of others, but God knows everyone's heart. “What is prized by human beings is and abomination in the sight of God,” Jesus concludes, and then he tell our story.

The characters in the story of course are exaggerated. Lazarus is not just a beggar, he's covered with sores. The rich man is not only dressed in fine purple robes the finest that money could buy, but his neglect of the poor is so entrenched that it is made clear that Lazarus lies right at the open gates into the man's house. The rich man literally has to step over this poor sick beggar in order to go into his feasts. so there's no way that he can claim he doesn't know that he has closed his eyes to the need that is around him in favor of his own comfort and pleasure.

Eventually, both men die. Jesus uses a Greek term for the underworld, hades, and says that that is where the rich man is, being tormented. Meanwhile Lazarus is actually lying in the embrace of Abraham himself the great patriarch. While the rich man had his feasts while he was alive, Lazarus now receives his feast throughout eternity.

Apparently part of the rich man's torture is his ability to see that the nobody that he probably found disgusting lying at his gates is now receiving all the good things that he was denied in life, including honor as well as comfort. And he still doesn’t get it!

It's one thing to ask for help. But notice in our story, even as he is supposedly being tormented the rich man still treats Lazarus like an object, rather than a person. He doesn’t speak to him at all. Instead he asks Abraham to order Lazarus to serve the rich man—to leave his place of comfort, the only comfort he has probably ever known, as the story insists, and run around doing errands for the rich men. Notice how much the rich man talks and thinks about himself: my agony, my suffering, my brothers. Never a thought about who Lazarus is as a person, even now.

Even at this point the rich man still perceives of Lazarus not as a person but as a thing-- as a tool so that the rich man can help his own family avoid his suffering in the afterlife. He still expects Lazarus to serve him. Abraham rebuffs this attempt and tells the rich man that his brothers have the same opportunity to listen to the prophets and sages in Israel scriptures, to the commandments to take care of the poor, the sick, and the needy. such commandments alone should be good enough, rather than relying upon celestial visitors like some form of Dickens’s A Christmas Carol.

It's often that way. We all recognize the tendency to see those who are on the margins of society by their misfortunes, not as complete persons. Yet every person you see who is struggling with something—which means everybody, but especially those who are visibly dealing with misfortune, was once someone’s precious child, or sibling, or spouse, or friend. They have names, and we have obligations to really see them and honor their dignity.

The chasm that is stretched between Lazarus and Abraham on the one part and the rich man in Hades on the other part is not just part of the landscape. It is created by those who preference their own comfort and and status over their obligation to others that is fundamental to all great faiths, but especially Judaism and Christianity.

The point, once again, is not that wealth is necessarily evil. The evil lies in where one puts their concern. The rich man only served his own pleasure and his own belly. Lazarus was less than nothing to him during life even though it would not have taken much to feed him and to comfort him. Because the rich man never served the poor, he never served God in life. So once again we are reminded that the point of the Torah as well as the point of the gospel is to learn how to live a fully human, fully compassionate and engaged life. Our resources are meant to be tools we can use to bridge the chasms between us.

Devoting ourselves to being compassionate, empathetic, mindful persons is actually God's greatest blessing to us. It cultivates within us the blessing of love, compassion, peace, and well-being-- what is known as shalom in Hebrew.

Believing that we only depend upon ourselves is denying our need to trust in and depend upon God. It's a denial of the idea that everything that we have comes from God at its beginning. And worse by cutting ourselves off from dependence on God we actually make ourselves more prone to fear and insensitivity as well as isolation.

God is our help--through each other. God cares for us and protects us most immediately through calling us to see each other as one body, one community. That's the blessing of living acknowledging our dependence upon God, end up on each other.



Preached at the 505 on September 24 and at the 10:30 am Holy Eucharist at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville.

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Thursday, September 22, 2022

Last Day of Summer: Speaking to the Soul, September 22, 2022



Yours is the day, yours also the night;
    you established the luminaries and the sun.
You have fixed all the bounds of the earth;
    you made summer and winter.
— Psalm 74:16-17


It is time to gather
the green tomatoes,
even as the day and night are at equinox.
Gourds lie drunkenly in the fields.
The crows exult in thuggery
as they hog the birdfeeders, the jays
cursing them with frat-boy fluency.
Strange migrants, Nashville warblers, phoebes, and vireos,
belly up like tourists in a foreign pub,
nervously observing the commotion,
in the basement of the pecking order.

Whether you call it
haying season
or hay-fever season
reveals your real relationship to the land:
as giver or nuisance.

After years of living in a maze of suburban
lawns crowding haphazardly against each other
like mah-jongg tiles midgame, we now live
where folks like this farmer own tractors unironically,
faded rust colored, almost salmon pink
International Harvesters tilting and
heeling, sailboats in a sea of grass. He’s dragging
a wheel rake behind him, peering over his shoulder
in Half Lord of Fishes pose, the farmer-yogi sagely
trails windrows behind, a serpent effigy mound,
ceremoniously marking the celestial season
transition to equinox
after darkfall.

There’s a sweet clean fragrance of the dew 
vaporizing in the heat
as the grass is tedded rather than tended.
Let the sun do his work,
this final summer sun
in all faithfulness. Summer lingers
until earth turn away at the coming twilight.

The last day of summer is not yet over,
despite the barbarism of storefronts 
full of sweaters, cinnamon, skeletons, even Santas. It is
a precious time of turning from green to gold,
of tending to harvest, of lining up 

what has been received:
this last summer sunset
with gratitude and grace.

-- Leslie Scoopmire, first published this day at Episcopal Journal's Speaking to the Soul on September 22, 2022.

Sunday, September 18, 2022

Faithful in Little Things: Sermon for Proper 20C



First of all, Rev, Shug likes to claim that she always gets the short end of the stick when it comes to difficult readings in the lectionary. This is proof that she is absolutely wrong.

Right off the bat, I would like to say a few things about this perplexing gospel. We have fallen into the habit of thinking that all of Jesus’s parables are stories about God. Not this one, baby. Every single person in this parable is engaging in cut-throat competition. In fact everyone in this parable is looking out for number one. To be specific:

The dishonest steward is, first of all, engaging in corrupt, criminal behavior. He is basically bribing the debtors to owe HIM rather than his master. He may be helping the debtors, but he is doing so with money that is not his. He is planning that they will HAVE to offer him hospitality when he is fired for his original malfeasance. The debtors get part of their debt forgiven, but they know they now owe an unscrupulous person. The master apparently has to admire the utter chutzpah of the steward—and perhaps considers that where before he had debts hanging on the books, at least he has gotten something in repayment.

No one in this parable is either Jesus nor God. Let us be clear.

BUT they certainly are characters that Jesus’s audience, then and now, can recognize. We see people and corporations acting like this all the time. Pay day loan firms, pawn shops, collection agencies and even some municipalities here in our own back yards can and do operate out of this same corner of the economy. 

We see the same thing in corporations who have been ordered by courts to pay large fines and damages for hurting people, or who have squandered the pensions of their employees, simply evading their obligations by declaring bankruptcy to avoid paying the penalty. We see this kind of behavior in impoverished communities, where authorities constantly write tickets for violations of codes to make up for the lack of a tax base. We see people who don’t have enough money to open a banking account being forced to pay part of their money just to cash a check, paying fees much higher than they would pay if they could afford to have a checking account.

Some people have taken this parable to mean that Jesus condemns all wealth as hopelessly corrupt. And, thinking about it, I can think of only one time in scripture where Jesus is depicted as touching money, and he’s not too complementary about it then. Furthermore, the common purse for the disciples was held by Judas. On the surface, the stance Jesus appears to take here is this: Money is corrupt—how can we be surprised when people use it dishonestly?

This is also an opportunity to tell you a bold-faced truth. Sometimes, the gospel will make us uncomfortable. Sometimes preachers are standing before you sweating and wishing to be anywhere else at that moment because we are compelled to acknowledge that Jesus offers forgiveness and grace, yes, but he requires self-examination and repentance as well. Jesus taught about how to live with each other in love and respect. That sometimes means acknowledging where there is injustice in the world, and where we may even profit from it, and then determining to do better. That can be scary. It can make us temporarily feel guilty—or make us lie to ourselves in order NOT to feel guilty. The gospel is NOT always what we want to hear. It IS always what we need to hear. Just don’t shoot the messenger!


The 16th chapter of Luke is all about money, and money can be an overwhelming subject. A hugely powerful subject. Let us remember that for Jesus and his audience, the coins in circulation were themselves reminders that they lived as oppressed people under a foreign empire. This is not the case with us. But growing up working class, I can tell you about knowing the power money has when you DON’T have it, and I can also tell you what it’s like to be able to walk around with $20 in my pocket without having to search the couch cushions. And I do NOT kid myself that I got here on my own.

My parents paid my car insurance until I got married because I worked at a parochial school and rent cost half my paycheck. I couldn’t afford health insurance, because that cost 25% of my pay, and when I got injured, my principal sent me to her doctor and loaned me the money for the visit. The early married years were a blur of how many different ways I could turn 20% fat content hamburger into a meal and not give my spouse and I clogged arteries. And along the way, there were people who tried to take advantage of us. At one point, my brother, sister, and I kept lending each other the same $100 round and round while we were in school. Yet also, all along the way, there were people supporting us, encouraging us, and sharing with us what they had.

But here is where we CAN nod our heads in recognition right along with Jesus’s audience: when we hear about dishonest people manipulating a system that admires dishonesty, we can all nod our heads in recognition.

So what can we take from this gospel reading today?

This is Jesus’s word that provides me with new insight into our relationship with each other, and with money: faithfulness.

In verse 10 Jesus says, "Whoever is faithful in a very little is faithful also in much; and whoever is dishonest in a very little is dishonest also in much.”

Faithfulness here is used as a synonym for honesty. Someone who will be honest even in small things will be honest in big things.

Here at St. Martin’s there are many ways little things add up. One of those is our wonderful Laundry Love ministry, which is celebrating its one-year anniversary this month after being delayed for two years by COVID. This ministry is based on a very real, often overlooked need: for clean clothing. There are lots of people in our area that, after paying for the rent, food, and utilities, just don't have any cash left over for laundry. So we encourage you to gather up your spare change, like these quarters here, and put them in this white box. Each month, your contributions are gathered together and they provide clean laundry and dignity to numerous families. Also once each month, on the second Tuesday, volunteers from this parish donate three hours of their time to meet with people and help them get their laundry done at a local laundromat, getting to know our clients in the process.

These are all little things. Little things where we can grow deeper in faithfulness.

And here’s the amazing thing: the last several months your faithfulness in turning in your change has fully funded that month’s Laundry Love—we haven’t had to touch our reserves a bit. What a blessing! And all generated from small things so that we can work, faithfully, for the good of people in our community whose needs are often overlooked.

Jesus reminds us that being faithful, with money or anything, means being honorable. In terms of money, it also means using it humbly, not to self-aggrandize or to separate us from others, but to build relationship. Listen, that’s even what the dishonest steward was doing. 

Jesus’s observation is about humility. First of all, there’s the humility of the little things themselves. Often, the true change in the world comes from the humble power of little things, and faithfulness is a tremendous example of that. I thought about that in the poem I wrote while thinking about this gospel, called “Little But Fierce.”

Whoever is faithful in a very little
is faithful also in much…- Luke 16:10



Some pray for faith to move mountains;
but overlook the gnarled and knotty pine
that grasps the cliff face
with roots as strong as talons
that persistently turn that mountain into soil,
daredevil defying gravity and wind
its needles whistling a laughing alleluia.

Some pray for the faith of a mustard seed,
forgetting, in the parable
it was an ugly, humble weed
better located outside the garden wall.

Lord, let me pray for the faithfulness
proclaimed by the honest little flower
that’s blooming in the pavement crack
or garbage dump; the dandelion,
maned all in white ruff, who
though spurned, has nourished the bees all season.

This is my prayer:
to be brave enough to offer my heart
like a flare of blue in an autumn sky
without calculus of renown or esteem.

O Lord, make me faithful
like little, overlooked things.

Being faithful in little things actually reminds us of the humble power of little things to do great good. If we become mindful about the dozens of ways each day we can do small things for others, our own happiness increases. If we examine the dozens of ways we have money pass through our hands each week, and make a conscious decision to redirect those small amounts toward something that benefits not just ourselves but others, we start developing a habit of being faithful in little things. And since little things make up a majority of our experiences, suddenly the little things add up to big things.

Thus, being faithful in little things builds us up in the habits of holiness and discipleship. It turns each day into a collection of opportunities to make a difference and to live a life of joy and generosity. Developing that habit then outfits us to be bold when great challenges and opportunities present themselves to us.

Being faithful with money means never letting it take over the place in your attention and values that should belong to God: “You cannot serve God and wealth,” Jesus insists. Being faithful in small things restores money to its proper place as a tool for good rather than as something that we serve. So the humility works both ways.

Being faithful in little things is God’s gift to us to enable us to develop our spiritual strength. It offers us the perspective to see opportunity for worship even in simple things throughout the day. Thus even by these small things do we become more openhearted in our dealing with our neighbors. This leads to us being more grateful in our purpose in life and in our testimony to the world of the generous, abundant love of God, reflected in a thousand different ways through our own humble, yet never insignificant actions.

As I pointed out in my rector’s reflection in the Beacon, the little things are our greatest teachers as we grow into adulthood. When we were infants, even little things were big things, because we depended on others to meet our most basic needs. As we became young adults, we learned independence, and insisted on doing things for ourselves—and as long as we stayed humble, those little things gave us confidence. But independence is not where our journey to full personhood ends, especially for those of us who claim to follow Christ. You can’t do whatever you want and follow Jesus. The little things, when considered maturely lead us to the greatest wisdom of all: the wisdom of interdependence, of recognizing the imprint of God in each other and our obligations to each other and our mutual flourishing. That kind of faithfulness leads to true wealth: wealth in spirit, secure in our knowledge that we are living lives of meaning and generosity.

Preached at the 505 on Saturday, September 17, and at the 10:30 am Eucharist on Sunday September 18 at St. Martin's Episcopal Church in Ellisville, MO.

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