Sunday, March 11, 2018

Prayer 1870: The Fourth Sunday in Lent


Merciful God,
who loves us beyond measure,
withholding not even your Son from us,
we gather before You in light and faith,
praising You with one heart.

We thank You for enlightening us
with the light of Christ, our true home,
that we may have everlasting life
in each moment of our lives.
Draw us away from the paths of sin and darkness,
that we may follow our Savior in hope and gratitude,
gathered as one Body around your altar.

Holy One, We are your Beloved children:
pour out the light of your blessing
over all who call out to You for help,
and strengthen and heal those who lift their faces to You.

Amen.

Photo: Looking Through to Green, Abandoned lighthouse, Barbados, 2013.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Prayer 1869


Almighty One,
we rise to praise You,
taking a moment of silence
to listen to your small still voice in our hearts.

Forgive us our cruelties and heedlessness,
we humbly pray, Merciful Lord:
lead us to an honest accounting of our sins
that we may repent and be reconciled
in newness of life.
Draw us, by your gentle wisdom,
to deeper wonder of all your blessings, O Savior:
your way is the way of abundance and compassion.
Make us more loving and generous in all our ways:
our souls' fulfillment rests within the circle of communion
with God and all creation.
Give us the courage to open our hearts freely
without fear or defensiveness,
loving each other in spirit and truth
as you love us, Lord Christ.

Give rest to the weary or suffering, O Light of the World,
for you are our beginning and our end,
our good above all other,
our Advocate and Brother.
By the power of the Holy Spirit,
bless us and keep us in purity of intention,
and place the awning of your mercy over all those for whom we now pray.

Amen.

Friday, March 9, 2018

Prayer 1868: Faith in the Storm


Creator of All Life,
we turn our faces to You
in hope and gratitude:
may we center ourselves within your will today.

Teach us to pull together,
setting our course
by the light of your love, O Savior.
Lord Jesus, you are with us in tempests and trials;
your presence brings light in the midst of darkness,
and heals the turbulence in our hearts.
Let our hearts not be hardened,
but give us eyes to see your abundant grace,
and to rest in your assurance of mercy and healing.

Holy Spirit, pour out your wisdom,
and strengthen us to persevere in faith
to center our intentions upon your commandments,
walking in love as disciples in truth.
Gather into your safekeeping
all in danger, sorrow, or trouble, O Holy One,
especially those we now name.

Amen.

Image: Rembrandt, Christ in the Storm on the Lake of Galilee.

Thursday, March 8, 2018

Prayer, day 1867


Let all creation sing a song of praise to you, O Love Divine,
for we depend upon your mercy.

Give us discerning hearts, Merciful God,
to do your will in our lives today,
for we are your hands in the world.
Imbue us with the energy we need
to meet today's challenges,
for we know that you are the source of all power.
Blessed Savior, govern our hearts and minds
and help us to persevere,
just as you never give up on us
even when we stumble.

Guide, guard, and protect those for whom we pray this day.

Amen. 
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Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Prayer, day 1866


Spirit of the Living God,
you have carried us through the night
as a mother rocks her child:
your mercy is everlasting.

Shine the light of your countenance upon us,
and hear our whispered praises and thanksgivings.

Abide within our hearts and minds, O Holy One;
lead us to holiness and compassion.

Through the power of love
let us work to build up your kingdom
and repair the torn places
within ourselves and each other.

Gentle us and make us peace-makers,
as we seek to witness to your wisdom
to the honor of your Name.

Extend the comfort of your embrace
to all who suffer in body, mind, or spirit,
to all whose seek the way of hope. 

Send forth your angels, we pray,
to guide and guard those whose needs we lay before You.

Amen.
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Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Prayer, day 1865


Blessed Redeemer,
lift me up by your love,
abounding in mercy,
that I may sing your praises
from the depths of my heart.

Draw me deeper
into the mystery of your grace, O Holy One,
for my soul longs for You.
Search me out and rescue me
when I have gone astray,
for You are my Hope and my Shield.

May your Word be a lamp unto my feet,
and your grace a guide to my heart.
Hear me when I call to You,
and pull me from the shifting sands,
for You are ever tender in your care.
Give me a zeal to serve You
by serving your gospel,
and a heart to love others
as I love myself.

Loving One, be our companion in the way today,
and broadcast your blessing and your peace to all who seek You.

Amen.
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Monday, March 5, 2018

Prayer 1864: Safe Through the Storm


The storms of night have rolled away,
but the favor of our God lasts forever!-
let me praise our God with my first thought,
Our Shield and Shelter,
Our Help and Our Maker.

As the wind and rain coax new life
into the awakening grasses and groves,
and remnant leaves add their percussive testimony
to the cadence of my heart,
yet my spirit hears the music of creation
in the joy of the nesting birds, ringing like bells:
this moment of peace with You is precious, O God,
a gift beyond measure.

The smallest sparrow sings her prayer
from the rooftop of the house of Your mercy,
knowing Your hand is beneath her:
why then should I fear?

Help my greening faith, I pray,
and knit up the ragged, frayed edges of my spirit,
Beloved Savior, Brother Jesus.

May your grace soak into my bones, O God,
your love keep me within the field of your blessing,
that my life testify to your wondrous compassion and saving help.

Into the lea of your mercy
we gather in gratitude, Lord Christ,
to offer your our prayers:
help us to walk in your ways today,
and pour your abundant favor upon those we now name.

Amen.

Sunday, March 4, 2018

No Walls: Sermon for the Third Sunday in Lent, Year B


A good friend of mine, Deacon Kevin McGrane, shared an awesome little story on Facebook earlier this week. The story goes like this:

St. Peter and Gabriel the Archangel had a puzzle on their hands. Peter, as the keeper of the keys of heaven, was doing his job, sorting people out when they showed up at the Pearly Gates, letting some in, and keeping others out. The problem was, Gabriel kept encountering some of the very people Peter had given the thumbs down to later, walking around the golden shiny streets of Heaven, bold as you please. Gabriel would take their names, then go check back with Peter. Sure enough, Peter would swear up and down he had given a bunch of them the old heave-ho.

Neither one of them could understand it. They did a check around the perimeter during a lag time, using some cherubs (who needs drones in Heaven?) and the wall was intact. It was a beautiful wall, in fact. It was YUUUUUUGE, you could say, even.

Anyway, soon another big surge of people came up, and Peter went back to sorting, with the same result: people who weren’t supposed to get in were picking out their condos on those streets of gold. Gabriel finally asked one of them, “What gives?”

“Well,” the lady replied, “I thought I was done for. That guy named Peter denied me entry and I walked away, but then over the top of wall was this guy, whistling to get my attention, peering at me over the top of the wall. He held out his hands, reached out and grabbed me, and pulled me over the top, telling me sternly not to tell anyone. He had an unusual name.”

“Jesus H. Christ,” Gabriel muttered, disgustedly, --who obviously had not given up irreverence for Lent.

“Yeah! That’s it!” the woman exclaimed.

“What?” Gabriel asked, confused.

“Jesus H. Christ—That’s what he said his name was. Beard. Sandals. Calloused hands. Hair in dreadlocks. He pulled every one of us over that wall that would come to him. Said that was his job, to pull us over that wall, no matter what.”

Gabriel didn’t have the heart to tell Peter, but the mystery was solved.



It’s hard to reconcile that Jesus with the Jesus we think we see in today’s gospel. Or is it? Let’s take a closer look.

Even though the Gospel of Mark is highlighted this year in the lectionary readings, today we hear John’s version of Jesus cleansing the Temple, and it differs in several important ways from the versions in Matthew, Mark, and Luke. In those other gospels, this episode happens at the end of Jesus’s earthly ministry, after his triumphant entry into Jerusalem which we remember on Palm Sunday. It is depicted as being a large part of the reason for his arrest and execution.

In John, however, this incident happens right after the first of Jesus’s miracles at the wedding at Cana. Jesus’s actions here are specifically linked to preparations for Passover. That means Jerusalem is full of pilgrims. Obviously, people did not want to drag sheep, cattle and birds along with them on their way from their homes to Jerusalem, so those merchants in the Temple were doing a brisk business. In addition, pilgrims used this opportunity to pay their Temple Tax, which could only be paid in temple currency, rather than Roman or Greek coins, which is why the money-changers were there.


Nope.
It’s interesting what jumps out at you when you listen carefully to this story. Unlike most paintings we see of this scene, the scripture itself states that Jesus uses the whip of cords only against the animals, not against the people selling them. That can be a surprise to us. 




We sometimes like to focus on the sudden violence of the scene: we imagine feathers flying, and Jesus standing there like Indiana Jones, whip in hand, and all those grubby merchants scattering before him like a bucket of marbles dropped from a second-floor window.


But Jesus’s response is measured in John’s gospel. John doesn’t tell us Jesus is angry. John describes Jesus as filled with zeal-- an important distinction. John’s gospel tells us that Jesus admonishes the ones selling doves to stop making God’s Temple a market-place, and turns over the money-changers’ tables and pours out their coins, creating an accounting headache more than anything else.

But to me, the important point here is the verse where he talks of his body as the Temple—the place where God dwells among us. Just like in last week’s gospel, he speaks of the destruction of the Temple, and we may get so wrapped up in that that we miss the hope and promise embedded after that: in three days, that body will be raised up again. Even in the midst of Lent, we turn our faces toward Easter, and we remember God’s amazing promises to us.

Jesus is challenging the Temple ceremonial system because it was exclusionary. The problem of the sacrificial system as it existed in Jesus’s time was that it could exclude the poor. If one couldn’t afford the Temple Tax; if one couldn’t afford to travel; if one couldn’t afford even a dove, as Jesus’s own parents had offered at his naming, one could be excluded from full participation in the rites of the Temple, and by implication, from the presence of God. The Temple was where you went to experience God. It was the place that centered the community. And turning it into a marketplace excluded those who couldn’t afford it, further separating and marginalizing them. And we still have to guard against that tendency today, in some parts of the Church. Jesus is saying here that we shouldn’t erect any barriers between anyone and God, or think that anyone is unworthy of God’s love.

Jesus insists, instead, that his body is the true place where God and humanity meets. Jesus, not buildings, not even rituals, is the center of a community of faith and hope and, above all, LOVE. Jesus’s recasting of the Temple as his own body has several things to teach us, and these are meant to be comforting. In this time of declining congregations and revenue, it’s important to remind ourselves that God isn’t merely found in a building, as magnificent and spiritually uplifting as some of our churches, such as Christ Church Cathedral, can be. Not that giving is not important—it is! But your giving to any parish, ultimately, is more about supporting this beloved community of believers and its vital work in witnessing and interceding and worshiping than it is about supporting a building. WE are called to be the sanctuary, the home of Christ’s love, not any one building.

We forget that God’s love for us never stops pulling us toward union with God, because God loves us with an everlasting love, precious beyond words. We, on the other hand, know our flaws, and our faith flickers because we think we know better. We forget who we are. Poet William Wordsworth, in his poem “Ode: Intimations of Immortality,” reminds us of our true identity as God’s beloveds:

The Soul that rises with us, our life's Star,
Hath had elsewhere its setting,
And cometh from afar:
Not in entire forgetfulness,
And not in utter nakedness,
But trailing clouds of glory do we come
From God, who is our home:
Heaven lies about us in our infancy! 

Wordsworth reminds us that when we are young, miracles dance before us every day. Clouds and baby turtles and inchworms proclaim the goodness of creation to us. The stars in the sky sing to us the truth of God as only music can, just as this morning’s psalm proclaimed, and with our innocent hearts we didn’t need to strain to hear it. We trailed clouds of God’s radiant love behind us, and took it for granted. We knew where our home was: God.

As we get older, though, it’s all too easy to forget that we are precious and beloved of God, that God calls us and claims us and never gives up on us. The cares, tears, and disappointments of the world too often press too heavily upon us, and we build walls around ourselves in the name of protecting our weary and battle-scarred hearts. All too soon we aren’t protected by those walls so much as locked in and locked out by them, and the heaviness in our hearts weighs us down too much to be able to scale those walls by ourselves.

God claimed us for Godself at our creation. In taking on life in a human body, Jesus swung those hands down from the top of that wall and started lifting, and he has never stopped.

Jesus’s proclamation in our gospel today in meant to remind us that his body itself is sacred space, welcoming to all. It is the point of overlap between the sacred and the secular, where God’s love calls us to turn and repent, to remember who we are: and to be who we are called to be. Beloved. Precious. Made for God, and made for each other. Knowing all our joys and sorrows, our tears, anger, and fear, nonetheless in Jesus God becomes one of us. It’s in Jesus’s body where God and human are joined in love.


And even more than that, Jesus’s body, that body which will be handed over, broken, and rise again, hallows and sanctifies us, because he calls us to be HIS BODY in the world! What a beautiful and tender charge he places upon us! If we truly are Christ’s Body in the world, his healing hands, his loving gaze, his merciful presence, then we are also to embody the meeting place between God’s mercy and the hurting places in the world.

The Body of Christ is here, beloveds, and it is here, in our hearts, where heaven and earth meet. In declaring his body as the Temple, he declares OUR bodies temples, too. When we remember that God became flesh in Jesus, we are reminded that Jesus embodies the beauty of God’s love for us, and for our bodies: toned, flawed, lumpy, old, young, gay, straight, black, white, Asian, indigenous, rich, or poor. All precious. All beloved.

We are reminded of the beauty of God’s love for us as the Body of Christ when we collectively gather here at the altar rail, and are fed with the sacrament of his body and blood.

We are reminded of the beauty of God’s love for us as the Body of Christ when we are invited to God’s banquet after the consecration with the words: “Behold what you are,” and we respond “May we become what we receive.”

Tenth century monk and mystic Symeon the New Theologian expressed this when he wrote of Jesus’s radical welcome and acceptance of us, holding nothing back, which we are then called to ourselves embody: 

…open your heart to Him

and let yourself receive the one
who is opening to you so deeply.
For if we genuinely love Him,
we wake up inside Christ’s body

where all our body, all over,
every most hidden part of it,
is realized in joy as Him,
and He makes us, utterly, real,

and everything that is hurt, everything
that seemed to us dark, harsh, shameful,
maimed, ugly, irreparably damaged,
is in Him transformed

and recognized as whole, as lovely,
and radiant in His light
he awakens as the Beloved
in every last part of our body.(1)


One of the gifts of Lent, tied as it is to the reawakening of the earth in springtime, is not self-denial, per se, but that we have the opportunity to center ourselves again in the knowledge that we are God’s. We are called to understand ourselves individually and communally, as the Temple and Home of God through the love and lifting of Christ, and to give that Temple a good and thorough cleaning. We spend forty days being called back into acquaintance with ourselves, naming all the stones in that wall that shuts out the light so we can tear it down low enough that we can take the hand of The Holy One, whose outstretched hands give us just the boost over the wall that we need.

Amen.

Readings:
Exodus 20:1-17
Psalm 19
1 Corinthians 1:18-25
John 2:13-22

Images:
1) Michaelangelo, detail from The Last Judgement in the Sistine Chapel, 1477-1480, Vatican City.
2) Giotto, Expulsion of the Moneychangers from the Temple.
3) Indiana Jones and his bullwhip.
4) Detail from a window by Emil Frei and Associates in St. Stephen's Church, Ferguson, MO.
5) Stock photo, "Trust."

Notes:
I am indebted to Debie Thomas for her Lectionary Essay, "The Temple of His Body,"  at Journey With Jesus, for getting me started thinking about this poem. She quoted this poem at the end of her essay, and I thought, "Wow, that looks familiar." I opened up my kindle version of The Enlightened Heart: An Anthology of Sacred Poetry, which I last read about six months ago, and was stunned when it opened to this poem, which was the last thing I had read in that book. I took the hint, and included it here, too.

Preached at the 8 and 10 am services on March 4, 2018 (3 Lent B) at Christ Church Cathedral, St. Louis, MO.

Prayer 1863: Third Sunday in Lent


We come before You,
O Love above all Loves,
gathered before your altars,
giving thanks to your Holy Name.

Cleanse us of all that separates our hearts from You,
Our Creator and Helper,
that we may worship You with rejoicing.
Open our eyes to see your wonders, O Living God,
that we may hear your call of repentance and new life.
You are our Home, O Savior:
may we carry your healing love into the world.

Joined as one Body,
led by the Spirit,
sanctify us to do your will, O Redeemer.
Pour out your blessing like a balm, Lord Christ,
and gather into your embrace those we now place before You.

Amen.

Saturday, March 3, 2018

Prayer, day 1862


Eternal One, we give you thanks for the gifts you have given us this day. 

We ask that you extend your hand of protection over all those threatened by snowstorm, flooding, or other weather. 

Bless and keep us, we pray, that we may treat each other as we ourselves wish to be treated. Forgive us our failures to keep peace with each other; help us strengthen our determination to live together in amity and fellowship. 

Keep watch with all who work to serve the common good, O Holy One, Everliving Savior, that righteousness and compassion flourish in our hearts. Lord Jesus, press the kiss of your blessing upon the brow of those we now name, as we pray.

Amen.
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Praying for my friends in England, Ireland, Scotland and Wales who are dealing with the biggest snowfall in decades.

Friday, March 2, 2018

Prayer, day 1861


Almighty God,
You have made us for yourself,
and blessed creation with your love and care:
we offer up our thanks and praise. 

We offer sincere repentance for our manifold sins,
and ask strength and wisdom
to renew our journey with You, O Christ.
May we remember
that we can never build ourselves up at another's expense,
and turn away from pride and fear. 

Help us to walk the pilgrim's path
of love, justice, and unity,
working together for the repair of the world.
May we open our hearts
to bind up the wounds of those around us, Lord God,
embodying your mercy and compassion
for all creation.

On bended knee we ask your blessing this day, O Holy One,
and remember the needs of our loved ones before You.

Amen.
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Thursday, March 1, 2018

Prayer 1860- God Who Sees Me


God of All Mercy,
El Roi, the God Who Sees Me,
You have given us a new day
for us to praise and bless You.

May we humbly offer the work of our hearts to You,
Blessed Savior,
that our deeds and example may be holy and healing.

May we work for the restoration of creation,
setting our hands to repairing the breaches that divide us,
working together in harmony.

May we set our course by your wisdom,
and be guided by faith and hope,
reflecting your peace in our lives.

Unite us as a royal priesthood,
gathered by your mercy to serve your truth,
supported and guided by the Holy Spirit.

Bless us, O God, we humbly pray,
and give your angels charge over those we now name,
enveloping them in your abundant love.

Amen.

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

Prayer 1859


Creator God, Source of Our Being:
We praise and bless your Holy Name,
and offer ourselves to your reconciling will.

Blessed Jesus, Beloved Shepherd,
draw us under your mantle of grace,
and lead us into hope,
that we may live into your life of healing.

Breathe upon us, Breath of God,
Engendering Spirit, Wisdom and Holy Light:
revive our spirits to proclaim your Love.

Almighty One, Holy Trinity,
we place ourselves into your tender care,
and lay before you the concerns of our hearts as we pray.

Amen.

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Prayer 1858


Almighty and Everliving God,
Creator and Healer,
work within our hearts, we pray,
that they may be restored to steadfast faith and hope.

May we choose this day to be gentle and loving
in all our ways, O Holy One,
remembering and admitting our own faults
and seeking reconciliation for all wounds we have inflicted.

Forgive, restore, and strengthen us
that we may walk in love with each other
as Christ blazed the path before us
of healing, wisdom, and compassion.

Send your Spirit, O Merciful One,
to uplift all who are bowed down,
for you are our sure foundation,
and your love is from everlasting.

Eternal One,
You know our cares and concerns even before we ask:
extend the awning of your mercy over all for whom we pray.

Amen.

Monday, February 26, 2018

Prayer, day 1857


Almighty One,
we bow before You in humble prayer,
our hearts filled with gratitude
for your grace and mercy.

Merciful One, we have offended against You and each other
with willful pride, through our own fault:
forgive us and heal us, we pray.

Lord, You are our food and drink,
our portion and our cup:
may we open wide our hearts to receive You.

Fill us with wisdom,
that we may sing out your praise
and testify to your saving deeds in all the world.

Offering up our cares and concerns before You, O God,
we ask that You grant your blessing to those we now name.

Amen.
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Sunday, February 25, 2018

One Wild and Precious Life-- Sermon for the Second Sunday in Lent, Year B


Y’all, I have something to share with you.

I hate winter.

I am one of those people who walks around in January and February asking myself why, exactly, I live someplace where the AIR hurts my FACE, and where even the act of walking can become an act of bravery.


What could go wrong? Yeah... no.
And then there’s the Winter Olympics, which combines sport with misery in ways that boggle the mind. I mean, one of the main sports in the Olympics involves couples throwing each other around and twirling each other over their heads while there are knife blades on their feet, and trusting that no one will hurt the other!

And if ever there was a metaphor for marriage or any long term relationship, there you have it.

I watch the Olympics, and I wonder who in the world invented curling-- except as maybe a drunken joke that the Canadians are pulling on the rest of the world. Only Canadians could combine shuffleboard with housework and put it on ice. We’re actually watching people trying to influence the course of a rock with a handle on it slide on an ice rink. Maybe it reminds me too much of watching people drive during the ice storm on my ordination night the December before last, but I don’t get it. 

I’m a summer kind of person. Summer is glorious, but winter. Lasts. Forever. Summer is lush and abundant, while in winter, everything shrinks. And gets chafed and raw.

That’s why I love this poem by Mary Oliver(1), called “The Summer Day:"


Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper? This grasshopper, I mean –
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down –
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don’t know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?


It’s that last line that gets me, every time.
Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?

It goads me into a sense of appreciation of the blessing of every day, even in—maybe especially in—this winter time, when there is not a grasshopper to be found, and when I am ashamed to admit that probably the last time I was idle was during my last retreat back in late June before I was ordained a priest.

I thought of the challenge of that last line of that poem when I was reading this morning’s gospel, because I think that Mary Oliver’s challenge embedded in that question is exactly the same challenge Jesus is posing to the crowd in our reading from Mark today.

I think it’s important to remember that the meaning of the word “gospel” is “good news.” I repeat: “gospel” means “GOOD news.” And I’m not going to ask for a show of hands, but I bet a bunch of us initially hear this challenging gospel, and draw back, a bit scared, even, just like the disciples and especially Peter were, at Jesus’s talk of suffering, and death, and giving up your life, and crucifixion. Those words start to make our heads buzz. Especially with what’s going on in the world today. Kids massacred in schools. Wars. Famines. And even beyond that, the everyday careless way we sometimes treat each other that just begins to gnaw around the frayed edges of our hearts until we wonder if there is any safe place for us.

And it’s no different in Mark’s gospel. Jesus no sooner gets recognized as the Messiah by Peter than he adds a great big qualifier to that announcement—almost like he won’t allow himself to be proclaimed Messiah until his disciples know exactly what that means.

After Jesus rebukes Peter, he starts delivering some of the castor-oil side of the good news: he is going to suffer, as the gospel he brings is not only rejected by the powerful, but seen by some as a threat to their existing power structures. And we have to remember that Mark’s audience was being persecuted even unto death, just like Jesus was. This prediction Jesus offers is reality for Mark.

As Jesus does over and over again, when he challenges us to take up our cross and follow him, he is talking about the upside down world of the gospel. If you want to save your life, you must lose it, Jesus says—and the tendency is that all we hear is the word “lose,” just like Peter. More importantly, if we want to follow Jesus, we are called to “deny ourselves and take up our cross and follow Jesus.” Even less appealing! Who would want to sign up for that?

But listen carefully to what Jesus said: he would suffer and be killed, but then rise again. We see here, even at the start of Lent, the precious Easter message of resurrection, at the same time that Jesus then calls US to new life. THIS is the good news!

The time in which Jesus lived was a time in which the vast majority of people in the Roman Empire lived in abject, crushing poverty. Scarcity and want were real and pressing concerns. And the thing about living in a scarcity mindset is that it heightens one’s sense of disconnection and competition against one’s neighbor.

But how can we understand this gospel reading in our own context? I think we need to start by understanding that these readings are rooted in not just faith but hope, and hope is rooted in the future. Looking forward in expectation, and then calling us to act to make our hope reality.

The cross in Jesus’s time was something shameful, yet for us now it is a sign of faith and hope; we wear the cross around our necks as jewelry, even! It is such a symbol of hope that we now regularly make the sign of the cross over ourselves as we are blessed or absolved. Think of that! The cross itself now awakens us to faith and hope, for it leads to the conquering of sin and death within us when we embrace it.

After Jesus rebukes Peter, he turns to the crowd and reminds us that following Jesus means not been conformed to the ways of the world. We see this same concern reflected in our passage from the letter to the Romans. However, we have to be careful here do not take these verses out of context. Throughout Christian history, some Christians have read these verses as meaning that it is our lot in life to suffer, and that our own personal suffering is all apart of God’s plan and has been pre-ordained just so we get our reward in heaven. Notions like these deny the underlying principle of free will, and risks making God seemed like a puppet master who doesn’t care about our suffering and pain, and frames creation as something broken. And that’s as wrong as it could be.

Instead, from our side of history, we know that the cross led also to the resurrection. For us, we are reminded here that the way of discipleship will not always be easy or without cost. But it is up to us to see that the cost is worth it in giving us new life in Jesus—not just some time in the future, but right now here on earth, as well.

Looked at from this angle, I think that might have some applications for us in our current situation. What if we understood that denying ourselves and taking up our cross is meant to remind us that we are called as Christians into community? We are called to love each other, be compassionate toward each other, and take care of each other in faithfulness, in good times and bad. What if taking up our cross today and denying ourselves were understood as swallowing the harsh word rather than unleashing it on someone in the heat of the moment? What if denying yourself and taking up your cross was understood as giving up something you have a right to, if that would spare someone else pain or suffering? What if denying ourselves and taking up our cross means that instead of using people and loving things, as so much of society tells us to do, we loved people and used things to help us accomplish that?

What if denying yourself actually means being true to what makes us children of God, made in God’s image—that we are called together to live in community, loving our neighbors as ourselves and not trying to draw lines about who are neighbors are, and who are neighbor’s aren’t.

I think the good news here is that Jesus is calling us to love. Real love. And anyone who has ever known real love—for a parent, or a child, or a friend, or a spouse, or a beloved, adoring pet-- knows that it calls for a denial at times of yourself for the sake of the beloved. Our pilgrimage as Christians—as true followers of Jesus-- is to work toward the vulnerability of loving everyone that fully, because we see the face of our beloved Savior Jesus Christ in everyone, even in those who are different than us.

Christ is calling us to turn from the wintry chill of suspicion and leverage, to opening our hearts to summer abundance. What if we understood what Jesus is saying here as “Take up your love and hope, and follow me in loving each other as much as we love ourselves?”

English poet and priest John Donne most famously expressed this truth in his Meditation XVII(2), which we have allowed to become a cliché. Upon hearing the church bells toll a funeral, Donne’s first thoughts were not about himself, but about his relationship with others, all of whom are beloved of God. Yet let us look at his famous statement again, in light of Christ’s reminder to us to love each other, and completely:

No man is an island entire of itself;
every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main;
if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were,
as well as any manner of thy friends or of thine own were;
any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind.
And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
it tolls for thee.


That open-hearted love is at the heart of Jesus’s death on the cross. Jesus did not raise his hand against the fear and evil that led to Golgotha, although he certainly could have, as Satan reminded him during Jesus’s temptation in the wilderness. Jesus’s embodiment of God’s love for us has no limits, and God’s Son becoming human—the “Son of Humans,” as he refers to himself—reminds that we, too, are made by God to take seriously the obligations love puts on us as well as the gifts love brings us. This is where the good news is for us in this gospel.

The season of Lent reminds us forcefully that we are made for God and for each other, not just for ourselves, or even just for a narrow circle of people just like us. We are called to embrace others-- in all their flaws and weaknesses—because, especially as we are reminded in Lent, as well as in times of trial and loss, that we acknowledge our own flaws and weaknesses, and yet receive grace and mercy anyway.

We embrace our cross when we use our treasures to build up our communities, and the miracle of resurrection is, in doing so, we actually end up blessing ourselves. It is when we embrace abundance rather than cling to notions of scarcity that we find true peace and security. That’s Christ’s call and challenge to us. That’s Christ’s blessing to us. New life. Resurrection. Trust. Hope. Faith in each other enough to give each other—our neighbors, our communities large and small--what we ourselves all need, without worrying that somehow that diminishes us.

How can we, especially as the people of St. Martin’s Episcopal Church, take up our cross of love today? How can we align our lives with the life of Jesus, which is the only life worth having?

Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?

We embrace and take up our cross today, because it also means we embrace resurrection, the new life of Christ, which is the pearl beyond price. Taking up our cross calls us to understand that we are not fully human without embracing each other right here and now, and without checking ourselves any time we are tempted to seize the opportunity to use others rather than see ourselves as intimately connected with each other, even with those half a world away. We profess that all are beloved in the eyes of God as children of God. We are called, as followers and not just fans of Jesus, to take that simple sentence seriously. We don’t have to be perfect at it, and we will fail sometimes, but right now, with all the fear and anxiety in our lives, might be the time to embrace the abundance of grace with ourselves and each other.

To “deny ourselves,” simply means that in loving, and giving of ourselves without fear, we have everything to gain.

Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?

Amen.

Readings:
Genesis 17:1-7, 15-16
Psalm 22:22-30
Romans 4:13-25
Mark 8:31-38


Attributions:
1- Mary Oliver (1935-), from House of Light, 1990
2-  John Donne (1572- 1631) English priest and poet, excerpt from Meditation XVII, in Devotions on Divergent Occasions, 1624. 

Images:
1- Winter Flight in Snowfall, 2012, photo by Leslie Scoopmire.
2- Meagan Duhamel and Eric Radford, 2012, by Eileen Langley of LangleySports.com.
3-Friendly Katydid at the Forest of Peace, 2014, photo by Leslie Scoopmire.
4-Cross Sculpture at Forest of Peace, 2014, photo by Leslie Scoopmire.
5- Memorial Cross at Twilight, Sewanee, 2016, photo by Leslie Scoopmire.


Preached at 8:00 and 10:15 am at St. Martin's Episcopal Church, Ellisville, Missouri on February 25, 2018.